Thursday, November 29, 2012

sannyas/sadhu life



if you want to cling to the past 
then it is best to go and chase those things
because what the wandering sadhus are 
really meant to do is wander
alone and naked
not pick up the chains of the world
and try to find refuge there

the sadhu is like the meat of the seeking
he is what the writings of the rishis speak about
as being lords of themselves and not
wearing the robes for the wrong reason
to flaunt about
and gossip 
which we see so much of 
what a terrible thing to wear the robes
and not truly have the heart of peace and 
seeking in joy and wanting to really know
this is such a shame to see

the sadhu's staff and rod are the holdings 
of the truth that guide him like a light
they bring him steadiness and joy
they hold him upright so he can walk in the 
land of the shadows and not be afraid

his earthly wear is orange
which is the color of burning the dross
this is so glowing that the eyes cannot see it
easily because the heart is the one that fires

he walks barefoot and sometimes naked
because he is like a newborn babe
he is fresh and new
and released from his past entanglements
he does not worship at an altar
the open sky and land are his home
where he wanders
he does not stop to rest unless he 
has to 
so he keeps up with nature
and stays in pace with her wondrous changes

one may come by and kiss his feet
but this is not for him
it is for the devotion of the soul to find 
a way into the heart where the sadhu is
and is not meant to worship his form
but to love the truth

a sadhu's body is not thought about
to him
it is like anything else of the earth
and is not to be worshipped or worried about
he does not sit on pretty thrones
he sits on rocks or the hard ground
and does not care if his body is sore
or bruised
he lays his head on mother earth
and sleeps a few hours 
then wanders again

what is his name?
-he has none
what his family?
none
what is his bread?
the earth and what is given to him by others
what are his questions?
- what is truth?
-what is real?
-what is my true nature?
how does he go about finding it
-by being still
how does he live?
-alone
how does he dwell?
-in caves or wherever he finds himself
how does he know when he has completed?
-there is no one left to ask anything
how does he find God?
-by being still
how does he worship?
-by loving his own heart and seeing God everywhere
how does he know what love is?
-by being love
how does he know what kindness is?
-by being kind and honest with all of nature
how does he know when the light is near?
-because he cannot find himself like he was
how does he know the beginning?
-by finding the end
how does he know the end?
-by finding the beginning
what is his true name?
-the absolute
what is his joy?
-God
what is his mighty sword?
-the sword of knowledge
what is his birthright?
-to know his true nature
when is his mind pure?
-when the shadows rise no more
is it true that he dies and is never reborn?
-yes, if his mind is completely still
what can i do to be like this?
-let go of attachments
what can i do about fear?
-stop thinking of yourself
what if i am a householder?
-then your heart is in the home
what about truth in the home?
-find it in love with your family
what will i do if i live without knowing the truth?
-you will have another chance

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