Saturday, February 24, 2018

let's go on this way

oh friend
i cannot call myself anything at all
you know
i do not go around thinking
i am a nun
i am a god person
i am celibate
i am a monk
i am a sannyasi
i honestly have thought these thoughts
so little if at all
for there is only one thing to know
is the mind active or is it quiet?
now what can you place on that
that gives a symbol of identity?
all that matters is the end point
that is the beginning of life
ok so let's go on this way
in this simplicity
like this

let's go on to walk with a simple
measurement of what is central to spirit
the rest is clutter making like pieces
thrown about
silence is to come with ending the patterns
that circle like whirlpools
without end
up and down ways
back and forth ways
what we want and what is best is forward ways
towards light simplicity peace
moving that way
progress is made

Friday, February 23, 2018

Wakan Tanka - "Great Spirit"

spirit: body
body have stripes and patterns
on me
striped with symbols of like my spirit
i striped it with that with my people
it is just that way you know
it is that way
that speaks of my soul
don't make it bad people
it's the way (of our people)
as we go we put our heart
on our face and our form
of this where i live in my heart
so, listen people
listen and bond with sacredness to
what matters to you that brings love
because there is that need right now
and i want to say that i come with this ...

and now i see a native american spirit
and they are all in white and have
 the (headdress) of feathers
all in white,
so beautiful
it is like he has angel wings
it is just stunning

*now how to bring that connection to nature out
and honor it and dance with it
they did so wrong to the native americans
and really missed that opportunity

*maybe they are waiting for white buffalo

i do see the white buffalo mixed in with this native american
like they are one

spirit: we are the same
me white buffalo
in our hearts and that is a symbol
of that pure spirit

*like Wakan Tanka (translated as "Great Spirit", "Sacred" or

spirit: yes so that in us and in all beings
this is what it is

i do see also shiva with the white bull with his hand
on the (bull's) head like this
and shiva and the native american
have their hand up like no fear
their spirits are overlaying each other
they are one and the same

*right spirit crosses everything
it doesn't matter
whatever symbology works for you
it is the same
there is only one God energy

*and yes we need to be more in touch with the earth
for sure

Wednesday, February 21, 2018

spirit session 2/18 delicate touch

i see a quill
like an old writing pen
and a tablet
there is a hand holding the quill

**monks would write by hand these manuscripts
in the past
these beautiful manuscripts

spirit: "i author writing in the past... i authored it...
it is the older time
i am speaking of christian time

i see some churches and an older feeling

spirit: "i write ( i see a big heavy book)
i authored much in my hand-manship that was delicate
like pieces of fine lace
like fine lace in my craftsmanship of this writing
that was one pointed in my mind
my mind was right there, right there

**many beautiful manuscripts
and scroll work were written in those times
the monks would sit by the candle and painstakingly
write every bit of it
in mostly latin

churches are seen in that time
of Rome

i see him laying there
and a cross on his chest
with his robe
when he passed
and that is a strong image
filled with light

**yes because they were doing a lot of
prayer and surrender
and that was their thing
to do this beautiful writing day and night
with one pointed focus

and you can see that laser that came
through him like a channel
it was like him, but not him
like a divine flowing light
and that is strong
you can just feel that that is what moved
this writing for him
it was a peaceful time for him to do this
he is reflecting that
saying that is the grace of this connection
and that it can be in all things
all action
he wants to convey
that is what the action was
for him
delicate with love touch
of angels

Monday, February 19, 2018

flowers are better vision 11/27/15

this morning, i saw a vision of a soldier
he was on the battle field dressed in uniform
then, i heard,

when are you coming home child?
when are you coming home from this battle?
so many are wounded
so many have died
when are you coming home from this battle?

one could see the vision of him there
there were images of dead bodies
and bloodshed
above this vision of the battle field
was a goddess energy in pure white robes
then, i could still see this soldier there
and beside him was another vision
of a soldier that had come home
he was embracing his mother,
she was weeping
so happy that he had returned home
and in full health...
then this was heard,

i sent your mother to you
she is weeping
her tears cover the earth
she is crying for you
she is empty for you
(an image of a mother on her knees
wearing a black robe could be seen
she was pounding the earth and sobbing)
when are you coming home child?
when are you coming home from this battle?

then what was seen was a black machine gun
and the battle field
then a flower could be seen falling from the sky
a white flower that looked like a daisy
then many flowers began to fall from the sky
falling on the dark machine guns
falling on the batteflield
falling on the bloodshed and tears
what was heard then was,

that man who said to his child
"they may have guns, but we have flowers"
he was right to say that
he was right to say that to his child
he said that to his child
he was right to say that
flowers are better
this was heard as these flowers were raining
from the sky
many, many white flowers falling,
then this was heard,

flowers are better
flowers cover the earth
they cover the earth in springtime
they bring life to the earth
they bring color, beauty and glory
to the earth
they are like a new beginning
they are like springtime
they cover the earth

may this blessing go out to humanity
then a spotlight was seen
a huge ray of light coming from it
that went round and around
as if to send this message of love
out to all

the next vision was one of a black
machine gun again
it had a white flower sitting on top
of it
then blood began to spill on this white
staining it in red
big drops of blood, thick and red
falling on it
then this was heard

this is not the way oh, world
flowers are better
then, these words from a song
were heard,
please people, no more violence,
wars or tears
send this message out to humanity
then the spotlight was seen again
going round and around

the last image was one of an
army truck
loaded with men
waving to their families
heading off into army life
this truck was traveling forward on
the road
behind them,
walking in the opposite direction
the form of a man was seen
he was walking away from this
he was looking within himself
he was looking
at the war inside himself
then, on his form appeared
the orange robes of a sannyasi
then, his dress  changed to
that of an ordinary man
this man was then seen inside his
house with his family
as if to say, this searching within
can happen anywhere
right where you are now
it can happen...

after this image, the goddess arose
her image of white purity was there
above the world
waiting with open arms
then this was heard

i sent your mother to you
she is crying
she is waiting for you
she is waiting for you
to come home...

Saturday, February 3, 2018

connect to heaven and earth, spirit messages 2/2/18

Spirit: the sound comes from the center
it rises like energy, shakti, energy
rise, rise
center point
bhindu light
all rise
and that is that
that's the truth
that's the truth
it's not your voice
it's not your hearing
it's the divine

* It's that *IS*

Spirit: it's all that
it's not your body
it's not your thing
your person-things
it's not your
i say this because i lived very
one of taking my things
like captive

*trying to hold onto it
and found out you can't
grasp it
it is not yours
to begin with

*i took my things like a captive
to me
like i was the keeper
i no keeper
i kept God away by that

*If you get possessive and become materialistic
you loose that opening to experience that divine
and again realization does not happen to a *me*
one at that point goes into that divine IS
and that me story is lost
and then it becomes the play
so one can either progress towards the play
or try to gain powers, get this, gain that
and you constrict yourself by doing that
and really loose the beauty that can come forward
releasing the "me, my, i" then you can have the flow
of the cosmos....


Spirit: if i am living
"my way"
i am living in the night
i live in the night without stars
if i live just "my way"
i live like a dark night without stars
you have to be
connect to heaven
connect to divine

*if you become (really) ego-centered
you enter that darkness
you cut yourself off from the beauty
off from the cosmos
it's a sad way
it's like a hell realm
and you get all that darkness
nothing can come in of value
like a no-,man's land
they have done it by themselves

it is not where you want to be
a starless night
without a moon or anything

i see a dark night
with stars
planets and things

this spirit wants to say
they want to say
one must keep the connection
with heaven and earth
stay connected
stay connected to energies
that are cosmic
and healing
balancing of body, mind, spirit
not just *me-stuff*

*and you have to open
open to others
open to sharing
open to giving
this is what is happening with polarization
happening now
i am fighting against them
rather than celebrating humanity
what is happening is creating differences
and the further you go
the more ice-olated you become

and the reality is all are affected by it
as this mental enclosure goes out in waves

*understand there is the polarization happening now
and the more you follow dark and *me* only path
then one will go into no-man's land with no light
not where you want to be
so open to the universe

Friday, February 2, 2018

sensor - woman of wands

When i was doing the other readings this evening, the pendulum tapped this card and then tapped my chest, like "you, this card is for you"....  and i must say dear friends, this feels just right with how the messages of spirit not just in the sessions, but always sing thru the soul.....

The voyager tarot guide book reads:

As a sensor you posses psychic powers which you receive through your wands of perception, your antennae (headdress, fingers, hair, skin, neurons, aura). Through the wand of the auric body, you pick up vibrations that give you mediumship and extraordinary sensory perception. Through the wand of excercising and attuning your physical body, you are endowed with clairvoyance (seeing the truth), clairaudience (hearing the truth) and clairsentience (feeling the truth). And through the complex wand of the internal nervous system, you assimilate great quantities of information quickly. Trust your way of knowing.

Your faculties of "psi" and intuition allow you to see through many masks, defenses and disguises. With an extremely discerning intuitive intelligence, look for the obscure and hidden, the good and bad. Far from tempering your razor-sharp perception, offer your observations honestly. You are a transmitter.

Natural and wild, colorful and artistic, sensual and ritualistic, you are a shamaness - here to vitalize, liberate and heal.

Mother nature and the divisive mind-set...

The pendulum chose these cards for this particular query. The pendulums are very precise and will tap the card that is in alignment with the diagram for this query. It will tap the way the cards should be lined up -- it is a beautiful divine-filled tool ....

How the divisive mind-set of the day
is affecting mother nature...

Mother Earth, Harvest (included with these cards
was, Son of Earth and creativity... i paired them down)...

in the center : Balance

Delusion (ten of crystals), Anger (four of cups)

Off to the side not touching the other cards
is eight of worlds, Change... as there is always that

beautiful cheek against the earth -- spirit session today 2/2/18


Some very nice spirit sessions today, here are some of them -- lovely messages...

om shanti

Spirit: in the moonlight i walked in peace
i met my master there
i laid flowers at his feet
i sung the same song as his heart
which was like sweet perfume

i see the moon
i see some stepping stones
and the moonlight is coming down
in shafts

Spirit: Live like
fresh rain
don't stop opening
my master say, i did
i did what he say
now i lay flowers at his feet
he is in me

*Keep your path fresh
stay in the moment
enjoy what's there
and be open to whatever comes
your way for your path
and honor it


Spirit: taste the honey on the vine
not just on the vine
not just in one spot, the honey
the honey  flows
the honey flows
like sweetness
the honey flows
and opens
this is kundalini and bliss state
this is a drop of bliss
that enters in the heart like honey
taste it
 love it
be with it
it is your love
it is your love
until there is only one
and bliss

*honor kundalini
don't fight against it
let it take you on the journey
you need to go on
and reveal what needs to be revealed
and purge what needs to be purged
honor the sweetness of it
it is there to take you to liberation
don't fight it


Spirit: lay down
lay in fragrant beds
like buddha did
he laid
he laid like he was same as
he laid like same
like not in separation
he laid like the earth
he laid that way
like still
he is the green grass too
he is the hanging flowers
like cups that hang
he is
he's those things
he's that
he laid down the same as earth

*like the COS in full manifestation
very nice


Spirit: black, white
yin yang
yin yang
come together yin yang
not separate any
as i speak i am saying words where my mind is
where my consciousness lives
i say words that way with that
yin yang
with that ardinarashvara
with that yin yang

*what they are trying to say is that
whether black or white
it is not separate
it is like seeing the whole of the cosmos
as one
it is one
it is one
not two, not two
that which is moving
that which is not
the black not moving
the other in motion
in every situation
a seed of light
it's all one
stay in that balance


Spirit: death a friend
when it comes
death not evil
death an energy
of change
not evil

*it is a transition point
moving one forward
with your life

this energy is making a lotus now
which is that blooming

*things continue forward
it is not an end point, death
sometimes it is a release
don't be afraid of death


Spirit: the forests have to be loved more
the forests have to be kissed more
and beautiful cheeks laid on the earth of it more

*we need to take care of the planet
the trees bring fresh air
they bring everything
they help to clean the environment
forests are very important to keep the
balance of the earth

Spirit: the earth is the giver
what happens is taking too much
it's just not right
lay your beautiful cheeks on the earth
and feel it sing to you

this spirit wants people to be more
conscious of nature

this spirit is sending some hearts to the
like these are my kisses to give to the trees
that give life to all