Sunday, September 2, 2018

Sai Baba of Shirdi channeled satsang #2

Sai baba of shirdi
in the garden of shirdi
that was giving satsang from his heart
that is like pure waters

work is *still* my friends
do not put mind on work
like, "i work" don't say "i work"
this is so not correct in your words and thoughts
this "i work" is problem
for then you feel heavy
like work is something to take different than any other

it is heavy then sometimes
heavy like oh boy i got to go do work
when work is same as all moments
to give opportunity
to be alert, be awake, be aware
be not asleep
like sleeping man, woman
be awake like sun comes up in the morning
be awake like that
in the flow of the universe that is always natural
natural in that way
you are no different than that natural flow

so pure waters speak
and the pure waters quench thirst for life speak
like that
pure life my love
pure life my love

time is false
it is illusory
time no exist
in life really
this is not right

put silence first
put silence first
silence from my lips speak tonite
say words that are not dampened
by philosophy
that is mental
my words speak like that

pure waters flow here in the heart
yes they do
wash there seekers
wash in my heart please
i here
i live for you seekers
i live for you to live my way
that is how i live
i always live for others
not myself
for i don't feel that to be a true thing my self
i am just God's love
and God's heart and God's knowing
and so are you my seeker

i live for you to come to baba heart
and be still my friend
my light is here to be your light
my heart is here to be you're heart
my words are here to bring you to know
your true nature
my friend
my dear seeker

my love
my light is your love light
is your love light
i am baba light
here this way in shirdi garden

shirdi garden i helped to bring life to
without feeling of doing anything
like i water
i love
i do it

nothing created around me (like temples)
was anything that mattered
i just know myself, so nothing else matter
even if body go
no matter
same, same, same consciousness
same, same, same

now be still and come here and listen
kneel down pray
pray to god
pray god
and love allah
love allah
my feeling is all is God and allah
all is that too

so don't be afraid of things that seem different
no don't do that
give bread to all
give bread to strangers
if you can
and feed them
and give them clothing
if they hurt
this is okay
this is what you are too
is someone that hurts
please be kind to others

don't give when you feel you don't want to
not good
but you don't own anything seeker
you don't
leave it
leave it by the roadside your possessions you have attached to
they no needed
no needed
not at all
not at all
be like poverty man
which means not cluttered in mind with lots of obsessions,
lots of dreams
lots of heartache
this means you are holding on
be like poverty and that means don't hold on
don't hold on
it's okay
it's okay
to let that go
you not hurt then
you not hurt then
you hurt when you hold
is when you hurt
you think other different it's not true
it's opposite of that
it's letting go bring peace
letting go

when you go away from body
you don't take those things with you
my dear seeker
what i say please listen

be still be quiet my seekers
be quiet
no worry
no think
no question, wonder constant

don't do this to your mind
be like this sage here
this sage of pure waters
be like that

Wednesday, August 22, 2018

Perfect already

Channeled satsang Sai Baba of Shirdi 8/22/18

i speak my heart
i speak in love here
as i will not be sitting in any other way
but as one that is complete
in complete unification in the self
never out of that am i

i live in this way
when i walk here in the garden
i breathe in music that is here
my friend the garden
the garden is not apart from me
watered with love and care
that rains from mother
the mother
the creative force

when i walk
i no speak for many many time
for many time i no speak
and this is something that was not an effort
for i was in my heart so deep
that all was like a dream for so long
and nothing seemed to touch this heart of God
that rang of all religions
of muslim, of hindu, of catholic
or all that has manifested to be called religion
this was all here in the feeling of one
of one
of one orchestra
so i no speak for many time
and this is the way of my life
when i was on the planet

this left me vacant of anything that i could
name as my personal self
that vacated my soul
no longer feel that way
as i walk in this garden or land
this vacancy left nothing in me but light
as i walk this land of mother's creation

so no longer will i speak like i am a separate form
will i speak this way never
so my way of speaking is same as anything else that speaks
like the rain, the breeze, the thunder, the snow fall
all of it is my same voice
this is me

this one that is speaking
is clear of what one could say a physical way
or a physical solid way
this never was what i am

so i no speak here for so long on this planet
not because i feel i want to be anything at all
but because the voice of these religions came together as one
or the voice of "all" was consuming me so complete
that there was no need for speech
for that spoke enough
that was the communication that didn't need
me to put my tongue over it
so i no speak for so long
this tongue stay still
no speak
i can not say anything to make better
was is perfect already
this here people
this is true now

you no use words to cover over mystery
no need your words
it no need your way of judgement
it no need you to manipulate absolute
it has it's own communicating way
it no need you
it doesn't need you to get in there and try to
work with anything
it is already there

so what i say to you is be quiet
and not construct your own reality
reality already exists
it exists
so you just need to be quiet
let that rise up
to be felt like this garden
smell it
taste it
love it
let the rain fall on your face
your eyes
your head
and feel that as reality
not with things like i want, i need
this i speak with silent tongue

stay mute stay silent so long
stay blind stay deaf in my physical way
in my judgement way
but not blind
or deaf to my heart ever
it make no different what my body do
this heart is always beautiful as it is
so how can this baba make different this heart so beautiful as is?
this no can happen

so i say this to say be as i am
mouna, still and deep in surrender
when i walk here
but i not in that way now
that is done i am in way of light now
i am in way of pure light now
no body to see yet i live
i am
i am

Monday, July 16, 2018

oh world

oh world,
we will speak of love
with clear voices
we will move in stillness
we will shy away from darkness
we will make a light of this world
like men, women of love
not like ones that speak of shadow
in their eyes there is something of deceiving energy
that is speaking like being for humanity on
the surface
yet under there are workings that are of power,
avarice, deception

but we, who are of good spirit
abide in the heart
and want good for people
will come above this
like a wave above the waters that are settled
in their complacency
sinking low at times with heaviness of shadow
or not having the advantages that others have that can
we will rise above the waters this way like a wave
washing onto the earth's surface
and brush away the crust of darkness easily like this
because there is nothing that can come against love,
light and decency
not ever
even if the shadows fall so hard and darken the world
those that are in the heart of love, light and respect for those
things that are aligned with god
will not be darkened ever

oh world,
let us rise up against these atrocities of men, women
that have eyes only  for power, money and greed
let us free our hearts of anything that holds back our voice
clear as a bell that rings thru the land
to make those that are open hear us
and feel yes,
there are ones that are in clarity, honesty, truth, goodness
to give blessings to this world
to bring messages about life in it's freedom for all
not just for some
like those that are in positions of power
this cannot be the world we want dear souls that are of good
for our world is free
but minds of men that are slicing the pie
to be for only a few that are like them with money etc
are our leaders now
this is so not right my friends

we will make this right, i know for certain
for our light is here shining bright like a new dawn
like a beacon of goodness
of rich heart and wealthy in spirit truly
wealthy in riches of the lord that shines in all eyes
in all hearts equally
this is the prayer for humanity that flows

come out of your shell
of hiding people
for your clear voice
sounds sweet to the ones that love you
and that love the world
and see it in a pure way
want to bring it back to freedom
where all are cared for
you are good to the world people that love truly
you need to come out and be your best self
like this is right,
i know what is good for all
this is not right,
what is good for only a chosen few
we must right this lop-sided energy that rings out with
strength now because our world is worth saving
our people (which are all people) are worth saving
please now speak up and let your voice come out clear
with good factual knowledge and good gentleness that is
not shaken by the rafters of air that smells of hypocrisy
air that smells now of men that are arrogant, ego-centered
driven by greed
driven by low natures
driven by falsehood
driven by showmanship so like actors that care not what the
next moment brings
only about themselves
only about fear, corruption, exploitation, shamefulness that they make out
to be noble
shamefulness that they make out to be helping humankind
shamefulness that they make out to be oh so intelligent
shamefulness that they make out to be what *all* want in their heart
this is not the truth
those that are of good nature want peace, justice, freedom
and want our earth to be the best it can be
the air to be clean
the waters to be happy with their life that swims about and gives food in abundance
the creatures to be happy with their life that brings balance, food, and diverse life of such
beauty to us
the sand, the mountains, the grasses, the lakes to be clear, clean and play freely in the
the homes of all to be safe
good food to eat for all
good life to be lived for all

oh now world
goodness can reign
in our land
goodness can be the foundation of our lives
may this be the way it is

Wednesday, July 11, 2018

see this is the way


vision this morning

initially the clouds were seen
and a cord was attached there golden looking
that connected to the earth


moving thru a cloud tunnel
one could view the variety of shades of
grey to white and all the patterns of
shapes and texture
moving thru as if being transported

at the end of the tunnel
the open sky with light and sun
flowing thru
opening into that vastness
and then out of that and over a dark jutting
mountain into the sun

then the cloud tunnel emerged again
as one journeyed thru the end of the tunnel would
open now and again
one time there was a peek at the world with people
moving busy in their daily life
a large building could be seen and a man walking along
with a brief case
he was moving quickly with the crowd to get somewhere
then that closed
and the clouds parted again briefly
what could be seen then were leaves bright green with
sun melting into them
the leaves fluttering in the breeze
this happened again a few times where nature visions
were seen and a peek at the world and then that would close
leaving one in darkness
and again the vast sky

there were other visions too that i cannot recall now
these were sharp visions, crisp, textured and vivid
still happening these visions changing all the time becoming
more subtle and emerging again
nothing still as all consuming and taking over one 24/7 like before

but here now my friend
comes another
and there is nithyananda the avadhuta
and a hand emerging
like pointing
see this way is the way it feels to say
onto the path of one
leaving baggage of heavy world behind
not to look back at what was left
keeping it creates heaviness like this is mine and that is yours
and this is my world
and the other world out there with it' drama
all this phenomena flows of the same source souls indeed
like a prism of light
flowing from the original source

Saturday, May 12, 2018

spirit session 5/12/18

moon over still waters
timeless moon
secrets there
secrets hidden
secrets water
secret light
hidden in heart

moon reflect open
open heart
heart of psyche

will open mind
open heart
to this connection
living grace of this
this saint like energy
of purity
open to that

*heart being open
and then have brilliance of moon reflecting
and then the stillness
the stillness that's there
it is like questioning mind and
and seeing that it is like a reflection
you haveto be still in order to see it


there is a book open
bible passages
bible open
each word has something of value
with words that string like line of shakti
come out

*they have their own energy
the bible passages
have their own energy
they carry weight and energy in what they
are saying

they are like all things
not to be viewed like
here i am
like i read, i memorize
listen with something else that comes from all things
with these passages
not like with, i remember this about me
this about full

*don't intellectualize and memorize
be open to full depth of meaning
some want to take things out of context
and spin into something else
like prosperity messages
which takes it 180 degrees away from
(Christ's) teachings
you haveto look at the whole thing
the whole passage
rather than take it out of context

life like this
like one with things
not like me orient
life like this
and bible passages
speak to passage way to heart

*it is an opening to heart if you understand it

what is seen is a round light
through there is a passage way
it is like a path that is seen thru that
that narrows and goes deep into this space of light
that is what the passages are like
like a thorough way
(to the heart)

*one must stick to narrow way
within honesty integrity transparency
"broad is the way to destruction
but narrow the way to salvation" is the quote
that comes

Wednesday, May 9, 2018

wondrous reality

the dream dreamed of being born
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is singular, whole
the dream thought itself to be separate
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is unmoving
the dream dreamed itself a body
the wondrous ocean of reality remained as it is beyond birth and death
the dream dreamed many good and bad experiences
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is clear and without distinctions
the dream dreamed the body was the self
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is pure intelligence, no-thing
the dream dreamed that it would die someday
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is beyond mental polarities
the dream dreamed of pleasure and pain
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is impersonal, free
the dream dreamed of fear and disappearing
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is serene, vast as the open sky
the dream dreamed that it was special
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is steady as the mountain
the dream dreamed that it was some-body
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is full and complete
the dream dreamed that it had done good and bad things
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is calm, untouched, pure
the dream dreamed of many people
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is eternal, limitless
the dream dreamed of doing
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is beyond personal experience
the dream dreamed of suffering
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is - O-NE
the dream dreamed of happiness
the wondrous ocean of reality remained as it is a paradox of wonder
the dream dreamed of a future
the wondrous ocean of reality remained a it is beyond understanding
the dream dreamed of a past
the wondrous ocean of reality remained as it is unaffected, timeless
the dream dreamed that there may be something beyond
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is completely free, beyond
body and mind
the dream began to question it's existence
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is still, tranquil, everpresent
the dream questioned where it came from
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is unchanging and without stain
the dream began to slow down and quiet as it had no answer to the question
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is constant, without a ripple
the dream began to freak out as it had no answers and maybe that meant
it wasn't real
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is calm, unchanged, timeless
the dream began to lose it's power
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is tranquil and beauty-filled
the dream began to die out
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is cam, unchanging and at complete rest
the dream began to pull itself back with all it's might
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is beyond duality and mental concepts
the dream began to fade and all was still
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is mysterious, empty
yet completely full
the dream came and went, came and went
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is beyond the play of mind
the dream questioned if it truly existed if it could come and go, come and go
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is beyond fluctuation of mind
the dream began to quiet down
the wondrous ocean of reality remains it its undying perfection
the dream began to fade out
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is quiet and without a trace of
the dream dissolved as it was only a transient wave
the wondrous ocean of reality remained as it is, still, undying, calm and within perfection

O-nly the ocean remain as it is and has always been
perfect, whole, complete PEACE
nothing separate
nothing ever existed but THIS
this ocean that lives within all and all within it
Not two, not two

Wednesday, April 25, 2018

seeking freedom

master, i have been away in the world
and found it wanting of peace 
what am i to do now as i cannot be content with 
the waves of mind and desires that are so all consuming in their way
i desire to shed this covering of the false 
and enter into liberation
how am i to do it? 
i am not anything special in my way, nor have i great strength 
nor do i possess perfect qualities...
i am not a renunciate...
what am i to do? --
can i know God even though so very basic in my ways i am?
the master said, sir yes you can know God in your heart 
if you are truly desiring to be set free
and devote your energies towards the good
which means towards honest living and pure intention
this flame will be lit and will grow to consume the separation in time..
if you are devoted inside to purity and truth -- and these are watered 
as one waters seeds in a garden...
this will grow in the being and eventually bear fruit...
do not trouble yourself with when or how or who...
simply stay in the heart, focused on the present without going about 
putting barriers up for yourself ...
if energy is placed towards this end of liberation, 
there will be a time when the right conditions will manifest
*if one remains surrendered and sincere*
and critical mass will be reached 
and the whole structure of mind will topple...
whether now or in the next life -- it matters not ...
the timing is up to grace ...
what matters is that energy and focus is placed in the right direction now..
this is all one is to do --
the seeker said, my master i feel so unequipped to be a student at times 
my heart is torn in many directions --
though i seek to be free, i am divided in my way and caught up in the world 
and it's pursuits 
please tell me how to let go of this, so my mind is focused entirely on God 
the master said, you are not divided truly, this is mere imagination...
like a mirage ... 
if you can let go of this thought that you are this way or that way...
then there is an opportunity to go deep within and see what else lies 
under these identifications...
but if you get lost in the thoughts, then this will not aide your journey...
you can be focused one-pointed -- in one direction ....
this will take time, keep making efforts...
the seeker said, you make it sound possible, like it is a choice that can be made...
the master said, it is a choice in one way -- and choiceless in another when one is  
surrendered within... 
but there is no need to worry about anything else, but being present and keeping focused 
on the experience that is now...
soon enough mind will become more centered and then one continues to look at mind ...
and confront it directly with self-inquiry...
it will be seen that ego is no-thing -- it is not to remain, but will dissolve when 
it's identity is sought out...
like seeing a mirage of a tree with roots and getting up close to it
to examine it directly and it dissappears...
what reality does it have truly, if it dies away upon clear seeing?..
the seeker said, master thank you very much for your wisdom
i am to go now and be off to my life, yet i will take with me what you said
and make efforts to keep the mind focused and not put on my self troubles and 
questions that lead to no good end... 
i will do this with my heart and if i forget, will go back at it again
for there is nothing more to be done, but to let go it seems...
the master said, yes, let go and do not bring back what has been discarded...
do not try to understand experience, simply live it -- not analyze and all of that ...
thank you master for this blessing said the seeker and he bowed deeply
and touched his master's feet 
and his mind quieted and he breathed easier in this moment .,..

and then he got up and went his way in the world...