When Shiva Came...

when shiva was in my mind 

i felt him as an energy that came 

he came with his trident and placed it in my hand 

and opened the third eye to be awake 

like the way his looked, open and clear

and though i saw visions before for 

many years,

i began to see them in another way 

as if projected in my mind clearly in relation

to spirit and projected outward too as if the 

vision was down the hallway (this was the case 

with the vision of Mary and many others as 

well, but hers stands out the most)

this was the change that came with his grace 

and blessing 

i had no idea what would come after his appearance 

i just know i was sitting next to Guruji in the car 

and began seeing his face

it was large and had a blue tone to the skin 

(which is symbolic of swallowing the poison 

of the world and remaining untouched by this)

his third eye shone like a light 

he touched my forehead with this light 

next i felt a lot of clearing energy through my body

there were some shadows present there where pain 

lurked and i don't know what else

and i felt light going into my body and mind 

and the shadows being blown away

the chandra or moon was placed on my forehead 

(same as on his)

and all the markings of shiva were placed there 

this was a bit off centering for me as it just occurred 

while sitting next to Guruji and being involved in 

conversation with her, in ordinary flow..

this continued to happen for quite awhile while driving 

i did not say anything to her as so many odd experiences 

have come and gone that i felt this was the same, although

it was a different feeling to have Shiva appear like this as you

might imagine 

this is not like a thinking of Shiva, but an appearance as if 

one is watching a movie before them (in a way) of this scene and it 

just plays on, and some of the imagery is taken in and placed
on your own being and form.. it feels to be a life-like energy though
compared to a film, so it is different in that way...

i did tell Guruji later about this happening as this vision
occurred right before the psychic opening
and she said, "they were opening this work."

of course i knew nothing of this at the time and was simply present 

there and this vision flowed out of the blue literally...

i have seen shiva off and on throughout this process..

he appears and again he touches my forehead with a piercing 

light that is the same as on his forehead... not painful or uncomfortable 

in any way, just different 

this happened while driving (by myself) and then of course one just flows along to the destination

and takes care of what needs to be taken care of ...

such is the way of this flow, it is the timing of grace and not within the timing 

of a persona, not ever ... it flows on it's own energy and rises and falls within 

the space of stillness..