more on this phase that is here now...

when i see visions, i keep the focus in the heart always 

i see what is there, but am not taken in by it 

i simply am present there to this viewing 

these visions rise up of their own accord out of nowhere 

i do not offer to listen to them, i do not invoke them

i do not hope for them or pray for them or anything even close 

i am not a soul that has immersed in this kind of thing, not even for 

a moment 

in fact, i am the opposite in nature and have not been in the least 

interested in this spirit communion

the visions have come here as part of this journey, but i 

will be happy when they go as much as any phenomena 

that has come...

i do not hope that they stay and linger or come in greater ways 

to bring messages forward, nothing like this friends 

i can say this truly

when these visions come, i immerse in the practices internally 

and allow them to vanish for one could be taken on quite a ride 

with them and that would be no joke at all...

one could go off center very easily...

although, i will say that in spite of this what needs to play out, plays out

i have been very unsuccessful at finding an off button to any of the 

phenomena...

i do not know why these visions have come and i do not wonder about this 

or take time on it ...

i am simply conveying this experience as a messenger of sorts .. a

soul that is on this journey of awakening and giving what is here in this phase 

and if it is of help, then this is good...

when i sit down to write, as i have said many times before, the hands 

simply move spontaneous and the words come..

sometimes there are thoughts as this is written, sometimes not.. it doesn't matter 

what needs to come, just shows up on the page it seems...

i do not censor what is written unless something is misspelled or doesn't make 

sense with wording, these kinds of things ....

i look at the writing and say, hmmm how did that come that way? i don't know truly 

friends ... 

some of the vision come out in written form

and are written in the most honest way possible 

i would never write of something untrue for this would be not healthy for others 

i write of what takes place for this happening may indeed occur to another at one point 

or possibly it has something beneficial within it ...

or maybe i will look back at it and be entertained at one point -- for whatever reason, the 

writing flows outward and is given here ...

and now, it seems the flow of this writing has ended, for nothing else is coming...

may all have a blessed evening and om