Wednesday, November 11, 2015

more on this phase that is here now...


when i see visions, i keep the focus in the heart always 
i see what is there, but am not taken in by it 
i simply am present there to this viewing 

these visions rise up of their own accord out of nowhere 
i do not offer to listen to them, i do not invoke them
i do not hope for them or pray for them or anything even close 
i am not a soul that has immersed in this kind of thing, not even for 
a moment 
in fact, i am the opposite in nature and have not been in the least 
interested in this spirit communion
the visions have come here as part of this journey, but i 
will be happy when they go as much as any phenomena 
that has come...
i do not hope that they stay and linger or come in greater ways 
to bring messages forward, nothing like this friends 
i can say this truly

when these visions come, i immerse in the practices internally 
and allow them to vanish for one could be taken on quite a ride 
with them and that would be no joke at all...
one could go off center very easily...
although, i will say that in spite of this what needs to play out, plays out
i have been very unsuccessful at finding an off button to any of the 
phenomena...

i do not know why these visions have come and i do not wonder about this 
or take time on it ...
i am simply conveying this experience as a messenger of sorts .. a
soul that is on this journey of awakening and giving what is here in this phase 
and if it is of help, then this is good...

when i sit down to write, as i have said many times before, the hands 
simply move spontaneous and the words come..
sometimes there are thoughts as this is written, sometimes not.. it doesn't matter 
what needs to come, just shows up on the page it seems...
i do not censor what is written unless something is misspelled or doesn't make 
sense with wording, these kinds of things ....
i look at the writing and say, hmmm how did that come that way? i don't know truly 
friends ... 
some of the vision come out in written form
and are written in the most honest way possible 
i would never write of something untrue for this would be not healthy for others 
i write of what takes place for this happening may indeed occur to another at one point 
or possibly it has something beneficial within it ...
or maybe i will look back at it and be entertained at one point -- for whatever reason, the 
writing flows outward and is given here ...

and now, it seems the flow of this writing has ended, for nothing else is coming...

may all have a blessed evening and om


16 comments:

  1. Namaste, it is inspiring to see the steady focus on heart and practices through all phenomena. thank you for sharing the words that flow, they are helpful here in keeping the focus on practices and going deeper. OM

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    1. namaste, thank you as always for your comments, may your journey continue to flower into beauty.. shanti om

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  2. Namaste- It amazes me the amount of poems/writhings you put out time after time, this gives more insight to that process..Thank you..Om

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    1. namaste, it just flows.. thank you for your comment.. om shanti

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  3. Namaste, sounds good. Detachment is part of the journey. Let go and let God, they say :-) Thank you for sharing. Omm shanti.

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    1. namaste, if one was entranced or invited this kind of thing with being so open like this, it really could go down the wrong course... it is arduous enough as it is even with the practices in place... om shanti

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    2. namaste, i have never been interested in the phenomena in the least so the detachment has been natural, not cultivated at all.. it is ironic however that so much phenomena has come even though disinterested in it .. again, not my will, but thy will .. shanti om

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    3. Namaste, they say every journey is different. This is how yours is. It seam to serve others well though. As it is so potent in its wisdom and in transmission. That heart just opens and absorbs the music of it. So Thank you for Grace. And may your journey become as easy as your writing brings Grace to our journeys. Omm.

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    4. namaste, very sweet, thank you so much.. om shanti

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  4. Namaste- thank you for describing your journey and how these writings come about. Guruji gave you the right name of Siddhananda - beyond all siddhis.

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    1. namaste, waiting for the *beyond* part haha... very grateful for the comments and presence that brings increased life to this blog.. shanti om

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  5. Namaste, really like the comments above. OM

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  6. Namaste, I am grateful you share with us. I also feel that these messages would not come though just anyone. ..not this way. Thank you we are blessed to have Guru and you! You have shown me what it means to be stay on the path through all the years come what may.

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    1. namaste, thank you for this comment.. good to see you continuing to move forward.. shanti om

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  7. Namaste - am grateful for the writings shared as they are celebrations of open Heart and blessings of Grace for their appearance indeed. much gratitude for sharing ! shanti Om

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