Shaman vision and a replaying of events...

i am up writing this early morning hour to bring the new vision of the day
while i was lying in bed a shaman woman appeared
she was heavy and sturdy in stature
she had some type of braided hair that was kind of rolled into a circle on her head
on both sides
she was for sure the most potent energy felt that has entered consciousness
(in terms of the vision energy)..
she sat with me and what i saw in my mind was an opening being stitched up
it was like a vivid line of stitching and she was quick, like lightening speed
then i heard, "shaman mother" this is what i am in nature
and she said, no more of this Siddhananda, now dream time is vanishing
and from there i was immediately in a trance type of state of empty fullness
it felt as if there was kind of a veil there that had been stitched and thru the veil
i felt and saw the shaman nature dance of energy
much imagery of animals, mountains, birds, sun, rain, sky, clouds
floated through
then a great break of light shone, very translucent and left the mind still
as ever
then i heard spirit woman of the sky, the clouds, the winds, the seas
spirit woman
i felt her touch my hands (as they were hurting badly)
they lifted up like a kriya, but they
were lifted by this energy that was shaman
and then i heard,
over and over again; sha-man, sha-man, sha-man power enter
sha-man, sha-man power enter, sha-man power
and this kept vibrating and resounding thru consciousness for
quite some time
and my hands were twitching and moving
and then i could see the clouds and sky in my hands and arms
and lightening too...
and i heard, you deserve this Siddhananda, you are an angel
or purity and light,  you have the mystic eye, the spirit eye
this was heard and she was there and behind her was a face of a male shaman
they two were one it was felt
also, it was heard tantra and shaman energy are similar as they are
both made of primal fire and this energy was felt as black and red
smoldering energy, alive (heavy) and very combustible
the other thing this shaman woman said was, stay away from that
sorcerer energy as he is no good
and it was indicated that this was ego.. it was the mayaic type of energy
of magic, the illusion of mind ... she said stay away from that
tell all to stay away from that ..
that is not in alignment with pure spirit, not in the least
and she said, just be still
then what manifested was Guruji's doilies that she works on, they
were floating
around in space, all the different colors (i believe spirit likes her work
she is doing with sewing)...
and the next thing that came was shown so clearly...
Guruji and I were walking into the crystal shop (as we were today)
we stopped and looked at the hearts that were embedded in the cement
and went in
this was shown like a vision of clarity, just as if it was happening, but i was
witnessing it
i chose a card there that had aquarius on it (which is my zodiac sign) that i really liked
and when i got it i stared at it for awhile and brushed my hand over the picture imagery
that i thought was beautiful and then brought it over to Guruji
this is the part i read to her from the card, "In Greek mythology, Aquarius was the Rain God
who poured water onto a parched world below." and then Guruji said, um hum....
and then went back to collecting her rocks.. and spirit said this created a wave
(that was good)..
and then it showed an image of the card and what was inside it and the way i set it
up in my room... showing that it was liked very much ..
the wood by it, the crystal and the lotus flower...
and the writing inside, that was shown...
and i heard, G was absorbed in getting her rocks, she said they were going to be for her
that they were her rocks... she said she would put them in her room...
and this repeated a few times...she said they were her rocks, that they were just for her
and then it zoomed in on the box she was holding with the rocks she chose
and showed the ones i chose as well...
then it showed Guruji at the counter getting ready to pay, i could see her back and stature
so perfectly just as if it were her right there.. and it was as if i was standing behind her
and looking at her
then an energy moved towards her and this was all .. i don't know .. it all felt good
as she was at the desk, i was admiring a dream catcher chakra hanging that was so sweet
each chakra had a bright color to it and there were soft feathers coming from it
i was touching the feathers and really liking the way it looked
i was shown the image of that and heard Siddhananda liked this
and when G came over, she really liked it too... she lit up and really liked it too...
then i heard, G and Siddhananda were at the crystal store today...
and then i saw us walking out of the store and when the door opened, it opened up to
those spreading trees that were wonderful, with huge branches in which ivy was intertangled
on them and other types of plants too...
we both said how we really enjoyed them and were talking about them
i heard again G and Siddhananda were at the crystal shop

this imagery unfolded as i said just as if i was viewing it like a movie on replay... there was zooming in of some things and the opening of the door with the great trees can still be seen in my mind ..
crystal clear and stunning in it's imagery...

it feels like spirit just wanted to say that we were seen there and that all is well with that flow...

om shanti