this woman that sees

so free is she, 

this woman that sees 

she dwells in the heart 

like a beautiful dove, untouched 

her hair is crimson brown and shines 

like gold when it catches the light 

her mind is made of emeralds rich 

and of the nature element 

her dress is like the moon it shines 

so beautiful, radiant against the darkness 

her eyes pierce the shadow nature and 

are made of grace true 

her lips speak of the one heart of all

that sings through all things and lives 

through all forms and dances through 

all worlds 

she lives in the spirit world like a queen

of heart 

yet she looks to you so very ordinary i 

am sure 

for she is like this in her way 

to speak to you of the time of awakening 

to speak to you that she is awakening to love 

and beauty and joy 

like a flower emerging from the soil of toil 

and suffering 

she rises up with her sturdy stalk

her petals opening slowly to reveal the 

white purity 

how this purity shines in the sun like heaven 

like joy and rebirth 

so full of richness

she is not what you think inside as she is made 

of earth, grit, roots of hearty substance, ground, 

tantra oh yes she is 

what will we call her? hmmmmm

maybe love 

for she is to be on fire soon dear hearts 

and you will know then 

by her way that singes the soul in such a good way

in such a healing way 

it will burn like sweet honey that makes room for the 

light in you 

it will burn like oil that is lit to bring awareness to your mind 

like lightening too that goes in deep and makes the darkness 

run

oh she will indeed bring her light of awareness to you

how she will

this mystic lady so real 

this mystic lady of heart 

when she comes, she will bring her fresh presence

that is open like a lotus 

it resonates of light and love 

like a lotus, it has risen above the mud of existence 

to be freed from the fetters of mind 

it has risen like a princess of heart that has come 

from the ashes of great suffering 

and is not to be messed with truly friend 

for she is not a one to be taken lightly 

her way is of spirit, it is a disembodied way 

as it has walked through all phases of the journey 

and back again to be here for humanity's sake 

she has come through the mind like a one that has been 

knocked very low and got up to walk again

oh she has my dear and you know not the full of this story

and it matters not 

but she is like this kind of risen up reality within the feminine 

when she walks, she will be inside as shiva 

for he came to her prior to this opening 

and put the trident in her hand and the chandra on her 

head and opened the third eye to be clear and awake 

and from there, the stream of visions poured forth in abundance 

and this is not easy in the least for her 

it is like a stream of reflections that are clear running, running continuous 

and for her to listen to them is not like here is one and then  take a rest and then

another, but like whooosshhh... here is this, this, this .. continuous 

this mystic sage to be is whirling now in the cosmos as a one that is in

the mystic eye and being purified as light 

she is turning about and does not feel it, but grace is making it so

i know this sounds odd to many for how is this so? 

but it is ike the messages just came from this grace, so does this writing 

she is not really writing as Siddhananda... and this is why it sounds impersonal

because it is just flowing due to grace 

i hope this is clear and taken in well by others, but it is what it is ...

and time will tell the story and the ending to be ...

om shanti