strumming through the cosmos..

dear ones, the imagery is flowing still and i am sure for some it is like what? what is this
craziness about? and all i can say is this the flow of it.. i am handing it to you if you are interested
in what it is like with opening of consciousness and being within spirit world, within visions and communion with spirit...
this is like so ordinary within that realm and i can only convey with honesty what comes and give the
best possible to help you to feel this type of playing out of the journey.... and if you ever have the opportunity/blessing to be in this too, then yes you will see that here in this writing of this time, it has
been confirmed that spirit message/communing/blessing lives this way and plays out this way...

i so understand it to be unfamiliar ground now, but this familiar world of mind needs to be broken up and then one enters the unfamiliar.. the new, fresh adventure ... the spirit world or maybe bypasses that and just is in quietude.. or both.. who knows with this adventure, it is so unique, mysterious and wondrous that is for sure... and one can never order up the journey they are hoping for .. this never, ever happens.. what comes, just comes and if one stays in the heart, whatever it is, however it plays out, it will have the best playing out for all...



now onward to this vision:


while in the pool swimming
felt the presence of the shaman woman again
before this she said that her and the shaman man that
came were one and the same
she came in her form because she felt it would be more
accepting in female form as it felt that Siddhananda was not
comfortable with the male version
she said he has done peyote for ceremony and that this
was an honored ritual and would not be used on me
earlier today, i saw her scraping something vigorously
and as she was doing this (and i was watching),
the mind became very quiet and
engulfed in silence (this is a very potent energy indeed)
then she sprinkled some white flakes on me
she said that this was not dream flakes or any drugs
but pure awareness flakes and were very pure
as she did this, the mind was engulfed in stillness
this happened a few times (very nice for sure)..
then, (while in the pool), i saw the shaman woman again
and behind her was the reflection of the face of the man
she said, do not think you got rid of him as we two are one
see us as being one in spirit and all things
then i saw her merging with the male shaman (they were
both in native american attire) and the female shaman is inside of him
rubbing her white long stone looking thing
and then it switches up where he is inside of her
and then there is an eagle too inside of that
and the mountains and all of creation
then they say, and you too, you are inside of all things too
like this as we are
and an image of this form was there and then it began
twirling with my hair spinning around and around
then i saw an image of a moon drum in my mind
they both showed it to me and i was with it almost
as if it were in real life
i did not know what a moon drum was
it is thin and round and looks like the moon (of course)
the next thing that was seen
was the native american man on
top of a mountain banging the moon drum
and this was the chant
shivana, shivana, shiv, shiv
shivana, shivana, shiv, shiv
and there was another native american chant with it
and this was vibrating thru the being
very stilling and powerful
the older native american man was doing this part
he was very skilled in it, there was no doubt
it was heard, we invoke pure awareness like we invoke
the rains....
then, i heard, well it was nice meeting you Siddhananda
sage, to be, medicine woman of the heart
i did not know if they were leaving as their backs
were to me
when i was walking up the stairs, a lovely young native
american woman with rich, black thick braids that shined
in the sun with a beautiful, sweet presence put a
feather headdress on me
and a leather type of dress and some beads too..
as a way of honoring the initiation done..
she was so sweet and young, with such a sparkly
resonance of happiness and youth ...

this was all and we will see if these souls visit again
or if it is done with

i can still feel and see that moon drum in my mind
strumming through the cosmos

shivana, shivana, shiv, shiv..
shivana, shivana, shiv, shiv..

om shanti