where he sold beedies (indian cigarettes)
for a living
he lived in a simple quarters
with his family
he had in him a desire for freedom
but this did not burn strong until
later when his children were grown
he would sit on the steps by his house
and contemplate the pure soul of all
he found himself many times lost in the SELF
where he sank deeply
and he had no desire to come out of it
he had a Guru that passed into maha samadhi
very soon after Nisargadatta was instructed by him
his Guru told him few words
the main teaching was to stay with the *I am*
so he abided this well
his Guru had also told him that his spirit
was eternal and beyond form and mind
Nisargadatta talked to himself words like this
why would my Guru lie to me?
this must be completely true that my being
is eternal and filled with light
he did not let the mind creep in to say words
to dissuade and pull him into shadow
he kept himself on course by saying
why would my Guru speak untrue words?
and he would spend time contemplating
his Guru's words
he would not spend time convincing himself
he was this or that
but would relax into his Guru's words
and little by little his mind became
increasingly silent and filled with
love, peace and joy
he continued to sit in silence during his
love, peace and joy
he continued to sit in silence during his
free time
and eventually he sank into the source
thru the gate of the *I am*
which was to be his main teaching
and eventually he sank into the source
thru the gate of the *I am*
which was to be his main teaching
after finding himself in truth
beyond one shadow of a doubt
he wandered the plains of india
as a renunciate for a time
as a renunciate for a time
but eventually returned to his family
dwelling place
where he stayed and souls would
come to him and ask questions
which he would speak with great force
and fire his responses
he would speak with absolute conviction
and sterness about the true SELF
in which all living beings are made of at heart
he would speak to the eternal beyond form
he would speak to the life force
the non-dual, deathless reality
he had no fear anywhere and from anything
he was a simple man of courage and force
and fire
he burned with truth and it was felt deeply
by those that came near him
he passed into maha samadhi without a single
bit of fear
he could not be that corpse
that is to turn to dust and blow
that is to turn to dust and blow
with the winds
how very untrue and unreal that is
and so he lives as deathless reality as
all those that are within truth live
timeless
as the SELF of all
as the SELF of all
Namaste, thank you for these writings, very inspiring to see his total trust in Guru's words. OM.
ReplyDeleteThank you Siddhananda Ji - I was wanting to know more about Nisargadatta - these stories of the saints inspire me to stay on the Path
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Patrick
namaste, the saints are awesome examples of what it takes to continue forward into the knowing beyond all knowledge.... thank you for your comment... shanti om
ReplyDeletenamaste, it is such a beautiful thing surrender (100% trust)... this is indeed what it takes to enter those depths that wash all separation away.. shanti om
ReplyDeletenamaste - a beauty indeed ... with doubt there comes a seeming falling and so grasping ... but with trust there is a natural lifting and lightness that happens as one lets go of the false and finds the barrier was the holding -- Nisargatta in his very holding/trust of his Guru's words, was letting go -- thank-you, shanti om
ReplyDeletenamaste, you are welcome - thank you for your comment .. shanti om
ReplyDeleteNamaste, and OM
ReplyDeleteNamaste and om
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