let your time be good

love,

morning has come again 

like a brand new heart 

lifting its head out of the darkness 

bearing mysteries with open arms saying 

hear now dear 

there are new possibilities awaiting 

take them up in your breast 

and nurture them with love 

for in them you will find another way 

that lights your path to something that 

will give joy to all

love, 

morning has risen like a shining glow 

in it there are wondrous messages of light 

falling from clouds opening to the world 

falling like a dust of love

here are some 

love yourself in it's entirety 

the self of light 

for that self that is not the making of mental wanderings 

is forever resting like a gem to be discovered 

to bring hope, light and blessings to a world 

that is now hurting badly

hurting in the way of putting so many things in front 

of what is foremost 

and not even knowing it because there is no understanding 

of what it is to go deeper into the soul

and come to another way of seeing clearly 

but with great heart 

the messages flow and say do come soul

because we need your voice here to call to the 

world 

to say clearly that all are created equal unto this light 

not one is left out 

and all can bloom in these waters so sweet and precious 

coming out of the muck of the dream world that has such a 

tight grasp on humanity 

rising from this 

bringing another voice that will go out into the heavens 

go out into the waters of the world 

to give new life and air to breathe

so let your time be good now people 

do not worry about what comes and goes 

for those things have no staying power

what does have power is light and nothing else 

so please do walk easily on your path no matter the conditions 

do live righteously and not in dark ways of despair and little ways 

of thinking 

do pull yourself up always after a fall, brush off and go forward again 

with renewed strength and courage 

for the ones that do come to a brighter reality and eventually enter 

peace unwavering are those that perservere 

this is it my friend 

so please do perservere

om shanti 

the earth

the earth needs your attention now my friends
climate change has hit with great force and is moving rapidly
in it's course
i can feel it here in south florida
the air has changed
it is not the same balmy breeze that we once had last year
with it's feeling of aaaahhhhh now this is so refreshing
the air now is filled with pollutants
the areas in which i once loved to walk are different in the
way it feels, smells and just is
there are gas fumes about and it makes the place feel like
an intrusion on a place that is given by grace for refreshment
i have found a few places to sit that are clean for awhile and the very
next week that place feels different as the pollutants spread rapidly
with the heat here
so now my friends south florida is feeling climate change
the beginning ---
and one must act swiftly to alter this course, but acting swiftly
is not seen anywhere about
i don't notice a sense of alarm or anything that people need to get this
work done
it is simply left  to take it's course and go it's way in mischief
and wreak havoc like it is
where are our priorities?
If once my friend you have felt the feeling of not having good air to
breathe you may feel what i am saying, but even then i feel this sense
of complacence about it -- like oh well....
once this corner is turned like this
with the marks of climate change heavily on it -- the footprint of people
sunken in so strongly
the escalating movement of unconscious acts of abuse and misuse of our world
the earth and it's beauty held at such low priority as it is
there is no turning back
i am sorry to sound like an alarmist, but wake up people please
for i am one that walks the natural parts of the area in which i live every day for
hours and hours heat an all
and i have walked the natural parts of the land where i lived before too for hours and hours
and know every little shift in it's ways, every little beat of it's heart like a fine tune that whispers
hello, i am still here to breathe like a beautiful medicine for all to heal
and when i feel this atmosphere that gives life and love so openly being degraded as it is
it is a feeling like losing a part of yourself my friend this is true without a doubt
for the earth with it's wonders has given unto so so many a haven of sorts
a freshness beyond measure without asking anything in return
one must be concerned too with the upcoming of our young people
how will they survive?
how will they be able to find balance? For the earth gives the balance and energy for
all to live without one being aware of it
it is there always

and my friends right now with this writing, it is just words right?
nothing that will truly make a difference, i know
but i can tell you that it is a way of saying thank you to the earth for what it gives
and has given
and even with the strong stamp of human feet on it now in the natural areas
like a smokey reminder that yes this change has come and will continue to come
the trees still look the same, the dirt, the sky, the clouds
are still beautiful
but there is a change
a corner has been turned
a reminder that the world is growing rapidly and putting business, economy, industry
money, power first
leaving the quiet beautiful things that give us all life, gives us all what we have taken for granted
on the lowest rung of the ladder
and what to do?


but please souls do ponder this awhile
for you have children and people you love
you want to be enjoying beauty of nature for a long while
please souls do ponder this
for things are changing rapidly, very very rapidly....

Let us unwind

what i say to you my dear

is the day will come when your 

world crumbles 

the day will come when your 

person so thought of as real

will be unknown to you any longer 

he/she will not have any more space 

to be intrusive on your reality 

this day that turns to something different 

as the sky turns to gold, orange, pink

amber, violet all at once and in one 

moment is the day you know without 

a doubt that the world you made your 

home in is mist/ephemeral/liquid air 

and when this happens, you are blessed

because you can finally breathe in something 

different that is ripe, full and is not bound 

by anything that has been created by egoic 

play 

how very beautiful 

and how very mysterious 

oh friend 

lets let our world unwind as the snake 

consumes itself and then what remains 

is nothing that can be named 

but only silence 

and we will then free ourselves from this 

powerful dream we have been living under 

and then we can really enjoy life for it's 

wondrous beauty that it is 

not tethered by the transient play of illusion

that calls and taunts and puts it's way in our face 

to be a nuisance, so disruptive it is 

we will unwind like a tape unrolling itself 

and falling to pieces right before our very eyes 

and we will not pull it back to cover our beauty 

ever again

for we freed ourselves from all that was in our

bodies and in our minds and in our soul
that was heavy

then we will go out and be as love is so free 

unconditional  like the saints, the masters, 

the stars, the ocean, the moon, the heavens 

the great heart of all 

we will indeed my dear heart

we stoop low at the gate to enter for we are not 

anything that is important in ourselves as an ego

or body, so we will bend our form and enter to be 

refreshed heartily in those waters of purity 

and we will drink deeply until our mouths

no longer ache of thirst

and we will bathe under this freshness that runs 

so plentiful 

we will bring nothing with us when we enter 

but see, my dear this is not enough to stay here 

because we must 

go on to that cliff and free ourselves of this form 

identity so burdensome and reeking of attachment 

that has truly left a residue of something that makes 

us forget our true self 

and we must go over that cliff into the unknown 

yes, we will

and then what remains is that freedom true 

that has no face or name or covering  

then we will never be divided any longer 

into that forgetfulness 

now come friend, let us unwind until 

there is no more unwinding left 

and then we are nothing any longer 

to be counted as an ego-body 

we are simply what God is 

pure stillness 

undivided, life 

like mist on waters

does the mind have a root to it?
or is it just something that comes and then goes
like mist on the waters
without any moorings attached?
the waters stay like freedom unchanging
free of any of the reflections passing thru it
yet the mind how does it come and go so
easily
as if it has nothing at all that is substantial?
can you find out love?
now is the time to look at it with clarity
it will come like a reflective energy
speaking in words or imagery
it will come like a hand that slaps hard
or a gentle soft voice that whispers
it will come like something of a daydream
it will come too with feelings of this is my
relationship to this
and this is my place here, not there
it will find you too in your dreams with colors
and adventures of a drama flow
it will come with you sitting, standing, walking
or whatever you are doing
so will you look at it once a little differently
with a discerning eye?
with a question too that is, what is this mind?
what is it about?
does it have a true constant presence?
does it have true constant way of making itself known?
does it have life outside of itself?
what is this mind?

like a river

try oh blessed one
to be open minded in your heart
for openness is the way to hear something that
is free of the ways of ordinary men
in your mind if you will open to the way of
higher consciousness
then you will be taken on a journey to a land
of timelessness

you will be moved there
as a wave is pushed by the winds
it moves not fighting it ever
for it cannot fight it
because at it's very core
lives the same nature
so how can it resist this force
that pushes it forward

when it moves one, this love of god
this thing that is like honey from the
heart
that is in hoping, wanting to be free
with all their being
then one enters another way of being

the stream of consciousness
is loosened up
and flows like a river that moves and brings
up much debris to be flushed out
and taken into the heart to be destroyed
in the fires there

debris that has been collected from experiences
of life times
hard things, good things, tender things,
fearful things
deaths, many lives lived, all that has come
all that has gone
here God's grace works on the soul that is open
to this movement of grace
and brings mind to stop it's way of always manifesting
worldly visions that are dualistic in nature
rising, falling always

mind then is purified in time with this light
rinsing out lifetimes of collective things

God in pure intelligence does give goodness to the
one that stays centered thru it
not easy dear ones that are listening
very hard to bear
very hard to live thru
and yet one is taken forward and one goes forward

and one makes it thru
this maze of collections
the light of God sees it's way thru it
not the physical eyes ever
one then is taken into greater depths of being
that does not come from personal efforts
but grace only

one is taken into greater depths of being
as the mud is cleared more and more away
then one is well within a blessed journey
that will in it's time
bring freedom to it's heart

i wondered

listen soul
i have waited for you so very long
on the mountain high above the play of the world
i waited for you to come at dawn
when the colors were vibrant
the air fresh filled with morning on it's wings
i waited here
wondering how you were in your world
and if you would be the next one to walk a path of light
though the mountain is hard to climb
the wind harsh, with it's lamenting sound in your ears
and hard are the steps in the rocks for your footing to come to
i wondered if you would journey upward to find me
here in the moonlight in the still of night
or the afternoon when the sun was at it's zenith
or anytime night or day
sitting waiting for you
i wondered if you would climb and find me

do you know this way?

please one that is the be free in time
come to this heart center
it will shine of promises that are rich with
spiritual growth
promises that come from the life of all life
these promises are secretive as they are written
in tune with saints, masters, those that are
silent inside with hearing something other than
the voice of personal world views
secrets that are hidden deep in soul heart
like seeds that when watered bloom into pure speech
pure behavior
that is moved by grace only

do you know this way dear soul?
it moves in harmony with love and light
it gives voice to the song of Christ consciousness
for others to hear it
and  upon hearing it, these ones
that are sincere in heart say to themselves, there is another
way besides my own ego voice
upon hearing it, say to themselves,
what is this all about?
i only know this familiar world i have lived
in so very long

in my heart i will go to seek it, this way so beautiful to hear
that all is o ne
so i will listen more and more to t his joyous song i hear from lips
of those that have their minds in this light filled way
i will listen to it more and more

when i listen i will not let my mind have it's way of judging
because i do not understand it
i will just hear it and let it sink in to my soul
because i want to be out of this box i have put myself in

from here i will go on to the blessed place of emptiness
empty of avarice, sin, delusion, pride, pain, ego based ways
empty of limited thinking
empty of limited philosophies about the world
empty of me and you and they
empty of all that can be imagined here there and all over
empty of all of the workings of me

when this mind is fully emptied out of these things that ring of
of playing about in so many ways in imaginings, grasping
happenings, future, past, all of it
then i find something other that is beautiful and not of my making
this is the best of all
that there lives something else beyond my making things this way and
that way
beyond anything that is any way at all
but lives as o ne perfect being
this i come to
now i will move onward in my heart journey and find this life that lives
in the core of all things
now i will move onward in my heart journey

sing your love of God

will you bleed your wounds
on the soil of earth?
shave your head  and look into God's eyes?
kneel by crystal waters
where all that manifests
comes and goes
moves thru though
does not blemish the purity

will you live with light?
say your prayers always flowing in love?
will you stop bothering with ego?
it does not let you live truly
it makes a blame on something else
or makes a world that says false things

oh love come be by this water
so free
flowing like angels sing
under the moon here
death will not be a haunting thing then
it will bless you
and put mind in it's place
of being more of a tool
to work with while in this plane of life
but will not disturb the flow of work
to be done
which is Christ's work of seeding the heart
with all that is good
seeds that flourish and unfold their wondrous
ways
flowering of color , beauty life
these flowers dance to the tune of light
all moving freely there
doing away with other ways
that are harmful
these flowers move to the flow of joy
dancing in the moonlight
here by the waters
of light and beauty
be this way
dear one
come now sit by these waters
and sing your love of God

Energy reading Nidhivam temple, India

Energy reading Nhidavam temple, India

It is said that Krishna and Radha visit here every evening and do their passionate dance.
And that those that witness this may go kind of mad.

Forest dweller
forest energy awakens in the evening
it sparks this life that takes place where there is a uniting of energy
flow of the divine
moving like dancing forms
having their beauty of touch, kiss, caress
within this forest beauty

Radha, sweet and tender she is
she comes in barefoot, softly
her toes barely touch the ground
coming in this way
she drifts on clouds
she moves like a dainty thing
bells tinkle on her ankles, on her wrists
bracelets glisten with light
she is female energy divine love that comes in
like a fragrance wafts thru the forest

here there is a tangling of energy
that is like when there is sweetness together
like when there is something that makes it's way into the heart
and finds it's life there
to be born as two
as two in beauty, love and wholeness

this area does capture this nightly dance of leela
wondrous, precious freedom dance

Krishna with his way of coming in
he comes in like a waft of divine force
he comes in that way
enters in
enters in this area like a fountain of water
that rolls down from the sky heaven
and she is there Radha
beauty divine love
there they meet
there they embrace, there they caress
in union
and have their love there

when there is a letting go of these energies
then dawn comes
it comes over the mountains
and the forest then
with magic that comes in the evening
changes back
to regular forest
where there is nothing (if someone walked in)
that could say there was a magical dance of beauty
that took place in the evening
they may not notice that

but in the waters
in the trees
in the wind
in the dark and in the light
and in the dawn
they know, they know
that Krishna and Radha do visit nightly
nightly like a praised thing
a praised thing
in which the things around this dance of fragrance
the things around
bend low to this scene in order to listen,
be alert
like ahhhhh, here is this beauty yet again
and how it resonates in every cell of those that may
be near it
even the plants bend and listen and say there they are those two
those two
with such mystery and such fragrance and such love
love like angel love
so this happens here in this sacred place

mind with these things
mind may think, oh no this can't happen

how can this be, these energies come in nightly?
so beautifully and sweetly, softly, secretive
how?
this cannot happen
yet this is like a touch of something that may come to you
and awaken you
to your own divine bliss
and open the heart
and say, like yes!
something exists beyond my own thinking
my own thoughts and words and ways
that i feel things are or are not
and when this awakens
then one knows these realities

Those that witness this divine dance
do not go mad like what some say
but like one that is in nectar of sweet divine
like that is flowing thru their bones,
eyes, ears, breath,  tongue and touch
and so they may be ecstatic
and feeling inside, "this is nice"
and they may look  to people that are looking
at them
like they are off balance
but they have really been struck by
honey
honey like nectar
they awaken then to something beyond these
constructs in which one says
these things don't happen ever
or
they will never happen to me

can this divine bliss happen to anyone?
-no
who could this come to, this divine ecstatic bliss?
-only those that have wanted beauty above all things
does this matter if that state comes?
is this something that is really needed
or that all that are enlightened will feel?
-no
can this happen to one that is not
completely enlightened?
-yes
if the goal is for this ecstatic bliss to come
is this the wrong way to feel?
-yes -- these things will come on their own
-accord

nothing else is flowing now with this reading.

a friend indeed, she is

what forces call you to be out of heart?
what forces work to frame your mind in ego?
what forces frame this way of believing you are not truth
bliss, heart?
what forces frame your world to be in another way
besides life true and real?
what forces frame your life to be in the persona way
rather than heart of all?
what forces work to move you to be out of life
in its naked state?
what forces work to make you believe that *one* is not
true and *many* are the way it is?
what forces work to leave a wondering in your mind
to leave a wondering in your body
to leave a wondering in your lips eyes ears
hands and voice?
like what is it that is this freedom
i know not what it is
i only know this world i have in me
that revolves and brings story makings
of she he they i and other
this i know
so this is the way it is for me

love though
this is not the way it is
life has it's shading ways and freedom ways
it is like the darkness comes in moments
when there is no light
but light is there in the sky as the heavens and as the
energy of christ vision
life is there like this
it does not live in shadow
yet it cannot be covered by it
ever

death will work it's wonders
death the death of mercy
it is the knife of kali
it cuts imaginings to bits
to fragments
and then works again to cut the rest of what is there
that makes one believe God is not inside but out there somewhere
to be known only in thought

death comes to the mind as friend indeed
she is friend to one that opens in love with god
she is friend to men women that love god over other things
of the world
she is friend to those that wonder about nothing but live here
in heart of all
she speaks her words of energy not with what you think
like here i am
but takes away the prison voice that speaks of things of
untruth
takes away those things
and opens to the shaman breath
like whoosh
like here is the other way of spirit
and here too is open heart
and here too is the substance of absolute
and here too is the stilling
the leaving of all that is not truth
the reality
death she is not evil when she take away ego
she is friend indeed
death of suffering
death of dream
death of playing of me mine song
death
and life come instantaneous
birth of light
birth of timeless
birth of shiva
birth of all
birth of 0
here, this is it love
this is it

Sai Baba of Shirdi channeled satsang #2

Sai baba of shirdi
in the garden of shirdi
that was giving satsang from his heart
that is like pure waters

work is *still* my friends
do not put mind on work
like, "i work" don't say "i work"
this is so not correct in your words and thoughts
this "i work" is problem
for then you feel heavy
like work is something to take different than any other
moment

it is heavy then sometimes
heavy like oh boy i got to go do work
when work is same as all moments
to give opportunity
to be alert, be awake, be aware
be not asleep
like sleeping man, woman
be awake like sun comes up in the morning
alert
be awake like that
in the flow of the universe that is always natural
natural in that way
you are no different than that natural flow

so pure waters speak
and the pure waters quench thirst for life speak
like that
pure life my love
pure life my love

time is false
it is illusory
time no exist
in life really
this is not right

put silence first
put silence first
silence from my lips speak tonite
say words that are not dampened
by philosophy
that is mental
my words speak like that

pure waters flow here in the heart
yes they do
wash there seekers
wash in my heart please
i here
i live for you seekers
i live for you to live my way
that is how i live
i always live for others
not myself
for i don't feel that to be a true thing my self
i am just God's love
and God's heart and God's knowing
and so are you my seeker

i live for you to come to baba heart
and be still my friend
my light is here to be your light
my heart is here to be you're heart
my words are here to bring you to know
your true nature
my friend
my dear seeker

my love
my light is your love light
is your love light
i am baba light
here this way in shirdi garden

shirdi garden i helped to bring life to
without feeling of doing anything
like i water
i love
i do it

nothing created around me (like temples)
was anything that mattered
i just know myself, so nothing else matter
even if body go
no matter
same, same, same consciousness
same, same, same

now be still and come here and listen
listen
kneel down pray
pray to god
pray god
and love allah
love allah
my feeling is all is God and allah
all is that too

so don't be afraid of things that seem different
no don't do that
give bread to all
give bread to strangers
if you can
and feed them
and give them clothing
if they hurt
this is okay
this is what you are too
is someone that hurts
please be kind to others

don't give when you feel you don't want to
not good
but you don't own anything seeker
no
you don't
leave it
leave it by the roadside your possessions you have attached to
they no needed
no needed
not at all
not at all
be like poverty man
which means not cluttered in mind with lots of obsessions,
lots of dreams
lots of heartache
this means you are holding on
be like poverty and that means don't hold on
don't hold on
it's okay
it's okay
to let that go
you not hurt then
you not hurt then
you hurt when you hold
is when you hurt
you think other different it's not true
it's opposite of that
it's letting go bring peace
letting go

when you go away from body
you don't take those things with you
my dear seeker
what i say please listen
please
please
please

be still be quiet my seekers
be quiet
no worry
no think
no question, wonder constant

don't do this to your mind
be like this sage here
this sage of pure waters
be like that
okay?

Perfect already Sri Baba of Sirdi channeled satsang #1

Channeled satsang Sai Baba of Shirdi 8/22/18


i speak my heart
i speak in love here
as i will not be sitting in any other way
but as one that is complete
in complete unification in the self
never out of that am i
never

i live in this way
when i walk here in the garden
i breathe in music that is here
my friend the garden
the garden is not apart from me
watered with love and care
that rains from mother
the mother
shakti
the creative force

when i walk
i no speak for many many time
for many time i no speak
and this is something that was not an effort
for i was in my heart so deep
that all was like a dream for so long
and nothing seemed to touch this heart of God
that rang of all religions
of muslim, of hindu, of catholic
or all that has manifested to be called religion
this was all here in the feeling of one
of one
of one orchestra
so i no speak for many time
and this is the way of my life
when i was on the planet

this left me vacant of anything that i could
name as my personal self
that vacated my soul
no longer feel that way
as i walk in this garden or land
this vacancy left nothing in me but light
as i walk this land of mother's creation

so no longer will i speak like i am a separate form
will i speak this way never
so my way of speaking is same as anything else that speaks
like the rain, the breeze, the thunder, the snow fall
all of it is my same voice
this is me

this one that is speaking
is clear of what one could say a physical way
or a physical solid way
this never was what i am

so i no speak here for so long on this planet
not because i feel i want to be anything at all
but because the voice of these religions came together as one
or the voice of "all" was consuming me so complete
that there was no need for speech
for that spoke enough
that was the communication that didn't need
me to put my tongue over it
so i no speak for so long
this tongue stay still
no speak
why?
i can not say anything to make better
was is perfect already
this here people
this is true now

you no use words to cover over mystery
no need your words
it no need your way of judgement
it no need you to manipulate absolute
it has it's own communicating way
it no need you
it doesn't need you to get in there and try to
work with anything
it is already there

so what i say to you is be quiet
and not construct your own reality
reality already exists
it exists
so you just need to be quiet
let that rise up
to be felt like this garden
smell it
taste it
love it
let the rain fall on your face
your eyes
your head
and feel that as reality
not with things like i want, i need
i,i,i
this i speak with silent tongue

stay mute stay silent so long
stay blind stay deaf in my physical way
in my judgement way
but not blind
or deaf to my heart ever
it make no different what my body do
this heart is always beautiful as it is
so how can this baba make different this heart so beautiful as is?
this no can happen
ever

so i say this to say be as i am
mouna, still and deep in surrender
when i walk here
but i not in that way now
but
that is done i am in way of light now
i am in way of pure light now
no body to see yet i live
i am
i am

oh world

oh world,
we will speak of love
with clear voices
we will move in stillness
we will shy away from darkness
we will make a light of this world
like men, women of love
not like ones that speak of shadow
in their eyes there is something of deceiving energy
that is speaking like being for humanity on
the surface
yet under there are workings that are of power,
avarice, deception

but we, who are of good spirit
abide in the heart
and want good for people
will come above this
like a wave above the waters that are settled
in their complacency
sinking low at times with heaviness of shadow
or not having the advantages that others have that can
speak
we will rise above the waters this way like a wave
washing onto the earth's surface
and brush away the crust of darkness easily like this
because there is nothing that can come against love,
light and decency
not ever
even if the shadows fall so hard and darken the world
those that are in the heart of love, light and respect for those
things that are aligned with god
will not be darkened ever

oh world,
let us rise up against these atrocities of men, women
that have eyes only  for power, money and greed
let us free our hearts of anything that holds back our voice
clear as a bell that rings thru the land
to make those that are open hear us
and feel yes,
there are ones that are in clarity, honesty, truth, goodness
to give blessings to this world
to bring messages about life in it's freedom for all
not just for some
like those that are in positions of power
this cannot be the world we want dear souls that are of good
nature
for our world is free
but minds of men that are slicing the pie
to be for only a few that are like them with money etc
are our leaders now
this is so not right my friends

we will make this right, i know for certain
for our light is here shining bright like a new dawn
like a beacon of goodness
of rich heart and wealthy in spirit truly
wealthy in riches of the lord that shines in all eyes
in all hearts equally
this is the prayer for humanity that flows

come out of your shell
of hiding people
for your clear voice
sounds sweet to the ones that love you
and that love the world
and see it in a pure way
want to bring it back to freedom
where all are cared for
you are good to the world people that love truly
you need to come out and be your best self
confident
like this is right,
i know what is good for all
this is not right,
what is good for only a chosen few
we must right this lop-sided energy that rings out with
strength now because our world is worth saving
our people (which are all people) are worth saving
please now speak up and let your voice come out clear
with good factual knowledge and good gentleness that is
not shaken by the rafters of air that smells of hypocrisy
air that smells now of men that are arrogant, ego-centered
driven by greed
driven by low natures
driven by falsehood
driven by showmanship so like actors that care not what the
next moment brings
only about themselves
only about fear, corruption, exploitation, shamefulness that they make out
to be noble
shamefulness that they make out to be helping humankind
shamefulness that they make out to be oh so intelligent
shamefulness that they make out to be what *all* want in their heart
this is not the truth
those that are of good nature want peace, justice, freedom
and want our earth to be the best it can be
the air to be clean
the waters to be happy with their life that swims about and gives food in abundance
the creatures to be happy with their life that brings balance, food, and diverse life of such
beauty to us
the sand, the mountains, the grasses, the lakes to be clear, clean and play freely in the
wind
the homes of all to be safe
good food to eat for all
good life to be lived for all

oh now world
goodness can reign
in our land
goodness can be the foundation of our lives
may this be the way it is

see this is the way

7/11/15

vision this morning

initially the clouds were seen
and a cord was attached there golden looking
that connected to the earth

then

moving thru a cloud tunnel
one could view the variety of shades of
grey to white and all the patterns of
shapes and texture
moving thru as if being transported

at the end of the tunnel
the open sky with light and sun
flowing thru
opening into that vastness
and then out of that and over a dark jutting
mountain into the sun

then the cloud tunnel emerged again
as one journeyed thru the end of the tunnel would
open now and again
one time there was a peek at the world with people
moving busy in their daily life
a large building could be seen and a man walking along
with a brief case
he was moving quickly with the crowd to get somewhere
then that closed
and the clouds parted again briefly
what could be seen then were leaves bright green with
sun melting into them
the leaves fluttering in the breeze
this happened again a few times where nature visions
were seen and a peek at the world and then that would close
leaving one in darkness
and again the vast sky

there were other visions too that i cannot recall now
these were sharp visions, crisp, textured and vivid
still happening these visions changing all the time becoming
more subtle and emerging again
nothing still as all consuming and taking over one 24/7 like before

but here now my friend
comes another
and there is nithyananda the avadhuta
and a hand emerging
like pointing
see this way is the way it feels to say
onto the path of one
leaving baggage of heavy world behind
not to look back at what was left
keeping it creates heaviness like this is mine and that is yours
and this is my world
and the other world out there with it' drama
all this phenomena flows of the same source souls indeed
like a prism of light
flowing from the original source

spirit session 5/12/18

moon over still waters
timeless moon
secrets
secrets there
secrets hidden
secrets water
secret light
hidden in heart

moon reflect open
open heart
heart of psyche

will open mind
open heart
to this connection
living
living grace of this
this saint like energy
of purity
open
open to that

*heart being open
and then have brilliance of moon reflecting
and then the stillness
the stillness that's there
it is like questioning mind and
and seeing that it is like a reflection
you haveto be still in order to see it

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there is a book open
bible passages
bible open
each word has something of value
with words that string like line of shakti
come out


*they have their own energy
the bible passages
have their own energy
they carry weight and energy in what they
are saying

they are like all things
not to be viewed like
here i am
like i read, i memorize
listen with something else that comes from all things
with these passages
not like with, i remember this about me
this about full

*don't intellectualize and memorize
be open to full depth of meaning
some want to take things out of context
and spin into something else
like prosperity messages
which takes it 180 degrees away from
(Christ's) teachings
you haveto look at the whole thing
the whole passage
rather than take it out of context

life like this
like one with things
not like me orient
life like this
and bible passages
speak to passage way to heart


*it is an opening to heart if you understand it

what is seen is a round light
through there is a passage way
it is like a path that is seen thru that
that narrows and goes deep into this space of light
that is what the passages are like
like a thorough way
(to the heart)

*one must stick to narrow way
within honesty integrity transparency
"broad is the way to destruction
but narrow the way to salvation" is the quote
that comes

wondrous reality

the dream dreamed of being born
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is singular, whole
the dream thought itself to be separate
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is unmoving
the dream dreamed itself a body
the wondrous ocean of reality remained as it is beyond birth and death
the dream dreamed many good and bad experiences
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is clear and without distinctions
the dream dreamed the body was the self
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is pure intelligence, no-thing
the dream dreamed that it would die someday
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is beyond mental polarities
the dream dreamed of pleasure and pain
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is impersonal, free
the dream dreamed of fear and disappearing
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is serene, vast as the open sky
the dream dreamed that it was special
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is steady as the mountain
the dream dreamed that it was some-body
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is full and complete
the dream dreamed that it had done good and bad things
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is calm, untouched, pure
the dream dreamed of many people
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is eternal, limitless
the dream dreamed of doing
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is beyond personal experience
the dream dreamed of suffering
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is - O-NE
the dream dreamed of happiness
the wondrous ocean of reality remained as it is a paradox of wonder
the dream dreamed of a future
the wondrous ocean of reality remained a it is beyond understanding
the dream dreamed of a past
the wondrous ocean of reality remained as it is unaffected, timeless
the dream dreamed that there may be something beyond
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is completely free, beyond
body and mind
the dream began to question it's existence
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is still, tranquil, everpresent
the dream questioned where it came from
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is unchanging and without stain
the dream began to slow down and quiet as it had no answer to the question
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is constant, without a ripple
the dream began to freak out as it had no answers and maybe that meant
it wasn't real
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is calm, unchanged, timeless
the dream began to lose it's power
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is tranquil and beauty-filled
the dream began to die out
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is cam, unchanging and at complete rest
the dream began to pull itself back with all it's might
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is beyond duality and mental concepts
the dream began to fade and all was still
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is mysterious, empty
yet completely full
the dream came and went, came and went
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is beyond the play of mind
the dream questioned if it truly existed if it could come and go, come and go
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is beyond fluctuation of mind
the dream began to quiet down
the wondrous ocean of reality remains it its undying perfection
the dream began to fade out
the wondrous ocean of reality remains as it is quiet and without a trace of
individuality
the dream dissolved as it was only a transient wave
the wondrous ocean of reality remained as it is, still, undying, calm and within perfection

O-nly the ocean remain as it is and has always been
perfect, whole, complete PEACE
nothing separate
nothing ever existed but THIS
this ocean that lives within all and all within it
Not two, not two
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seeking freedom

master, i have been away in the world

and found it wanting of peace 

what am i to do now as i cannot be content with 

the waves of mind and desires that are so all consuming in their way

i desire to shed this covering of the false 

and enter into liberation

how am i to do it? 

i am not anything special in my way, nor have i great strength 

nor do i possess perfect qualities...
i am not a renunciate...

what am i to do? --

can i know God even though so very basic in my ways i am?

the master said, sir yes you can know God in your heart 

if you are truly desiring to be set free
and devote your energies towards the good

which means towards honest living and pure intention

this flame will be lit and will grow to consume the separation in time..

if you are devoted inside to purity and truth -- and these are watered 

as one waters seeds in a garden...

this will grow in the being and eventually bear fruit...

do not trouble yourself with when or how or who...

simply stay in the heart, focused on the present without going about 

putting barriers up for yourself ...

if energy is placed towards this end of liberation, 

there will be a time when the right conditions will manifest
*if one remains surrendered and sincere*
and critical mass will be reached 

and the whole structure of mind will topple...

whether now or in the next life -- it matters not ...

the timing is up to grace ...

what matters is that energy and focus is placed in the right direction now..

this is all one is to do --

the seeker said, my master i feel so unequipped to be a student at times 

my heart is torn in many directions --

though i seek to be free, i am divided in my way and caught up in the world 

and it's pursuits 

please tell me how to let go of this, so my mind is focused entirely on God 

the master said, you are not divided truly, this is mere imagination...

like a mirage ... 

if you can let go of this thought that you are this way or that way...

then there is an opportunity to go deep within and see what else lies 

under these identifications...

but if you get lost in the thoughts, then this will not aide your journey...

you can be focused one-pointed -- in one direction ....

this will take time, keep making efforts...

the seeker said, you make it sound possible, like it is a choice that can be made...

the master said, it is a choice in one way -- and choiceless in another when one is  

surrendered within... 

but there is no need to worry about anything else, but being present and keeping focused 

on the experience that is now...

soon enough mind will become more centered and then one continues to look at mind ...

and confront it directly with self-inquiry...

it will be seen that ego is no-thing -- it is not to remain, but will dissolve when 

it's identity is sought out...

like seeing a mirage of a tree with roots and getting up close to it

to examine it directly and it dissappears...

what reality does it have truly, if it dies away upon clear seeing?..

the seeker said, master thank you very much for your wisdom

i am to go now and be off to my life, yet i will take with me what you said

and make efforts to keep the mind focused and not put on my self troubles and 

questions that lead to no good end... 

i will do this with my heart and if i forget, will go back at it again

for there is nothing more to be done, but to let go it seems...

the master said, yes, let go and do not bring back what has been discarded...

do not try to understand experience, simply live it -- not analyze and all of that ...

thank you master for this blessing said the seeker and he bowed deeply

and touched his master's feet 

and his mind quieted and he breathed easier in this moment .,..

and then he got up and went his way in the world...

Taking Steps

My dear
don't you understand
the time has come to change
the mind has intruded for so long that you don't know
any other way
come let go of the shadows
silence is a million times more beautiful and true
the clothing of illusion
never did belong to you

Come outside where the air is clear
come and leave the smoke
when the mind is clear and free, you will get the joke
when the edge of your world and the unknown come into view
you will be struck that what you grasped to as reality
was simply mist and not true
like dust that covers a jewel
the most precious treasure sits
and waits for you to follow it's sweet scent
thru the open doors of which you are not familiar
thru the passage ways that open to what one does not know
thru the dark woods where thoughts echo and dry leaves blow
thru the solid wall that grace cuts through
ove the steep hills and down into the open valleys below
diving deep into yourself this is the only way
come, follow now
the light is breaking thru

One must take steps, and though it may seem like you will fall
and fall you must in which eternity you dissolve
fallen facade of mental contructions
fallen past of pleasure and pain
fallen ghosts that haunt and cycle to create a world that never existed
fallen shadows that cloud the light
fallen robbers that steal peace
fallen roads that lead away from the real
fallen seeds of thought that blossom into more
fallen tree that gives rise to the feeling of other
all left behind when one crosses the line
of your world and the unknown

Hush child,
the wind is crying loud
keep walking steady, there is nothing to fear
inside there is an emptiness that calms and washes the ache
and when one walks in the world but is not of it
there is nothing that can harm
for nothing is lost in this ground
of pure life and mystery
it is here and now
and the truth of what you are
but you must take the steps
to discover...

That nothing is lost but the suffering...

smile now please

energy speaks different much of time 

energy say something else that is rather surprising 

like i not know what will be written 

i do not have any knowing now 

here goes 

many moons rise on waters beautiful 

like sun rise over hills each morning 

many nights fall on land 

shaded in darkness where heads sleep on pillows 

with dreams 

skies brighten at dawn, mountain tops emerge with shadows 

dancing 

waters sparkle with stars twinkling in them 

these things emerge spontaneous as all things emerge 

there is no doer in them 

beautiful waters flow in river beds churning over rocks 

with foamy white caps 

small pebbles move make clicking noise as touch each other 

grasses sway too with breeze over open valley empty with song 

of divine beauty

fine dirt there too with smallest pebbles 

sit still but move with breeze too 

and lift up to go with way of wind song 

as this play freely flows 

life lives dancing like men that throw burden  off

light in heart so freedom can live in that space 

light in breath, air, so freedom cannot be made into 

a box of something other 

the flower lights up with the best light filtered by sun 

brought to it sweetly

flower lights up

is there something that world not understand in this?

each one on earth know this  type of way of life 

of course 

not hard to know 

not hard to understand 

this mystery is inside soul too of course it is 

the inside and outside are the same 

waters flow beautiful on river 

have borders on each side rock hard with substance 

hold in the running water so it can go 

to ocean 

path is like this my dear too

hold in the flow of beauty to go directly to source 

if borders are infused with grace of guru blessings 

grace of heaven 

then waters flow to source without being caught in circles 

so easily 

treading water 

here i am in same spot again 

here i am feeling same like never changing 

need to flow to heart now and always 

to die to death of all 

this one writes here not knowing what comes 

my dear 

can you know that things just happen spontaneous 

without our participation

come now 

one need make efforts to be still

and then something else emerges 

opens of itself

here now 

is this writing today 

bring to heart and smile 

flower blooming brightly in the garden heart 

smile now please

om shanti

let's go on this way

oh friend
i cannot call myself anything at all
you know
i do not go around thinking
i am a nun
i am a god person
i am celibate
i am a monk
i am a sannyasi
i honestly have thought these thoughts
so little if at all
for there is only one thing to know
is the mind active or is it quiet?
now what can you place on that
that gives a symbol of identity?
nothing
all that matters is the end point
that is the beginning of life
ok so let's go on this way
in this simplicity
like this

let's go on to walk with a simple
measurement of what is central to spirit
the rest is clutter making like pieces
thrown about
silence is to come with ending the patterns
that circle like whirlpools
without end
up and down ways
back and forth ways
what we want and what is best is forward ways
towards light simplicity peace
balance
moving that way
progress is made