the spring of life

see my hands move

oh they burn of knowledge 

coming 

the Christ spirit too

is in me 

when i walk he is there 

and i do not know how 

but the speech that flows 

it is his, like a presence so real

i cannot say i know though 

for i do not know 

how it happens 

the heaven gates, the hell gates 

have vanished today

because love 

you are not there anymore 

you belong to your soul 

which is home 

a home in which there is only 

eternal rest 

see this movement of back and forth 

is not true 

oh seeker find your soul here inside 

inside the heart 

when i lived before i knew your name 

i knew your face, your eyes too 

and your speech 

i knew your dress
and how you came to me 

in the summer days that flowed
so endless

but today i know nothing like this 

for i am not those things before or those 

things that are to come 

or these things now 

i am spirit true 

my love this is ripe now 

and i know you as this too

this is all i can say

unborn beauty

take this heart and bring it love 

for there is only heart

God light 

lives in all

freedom too is here 

for those that are ripe and 

rich with heart 

meet this time my dears 

for i love you so

i love you like the bright morning 

loves the sun 

and the stars love the deep dark sky

i love you like this 

see i love like spirit 

and this my friends is not personal

in the least 

oh say if you are aching like this too

because you will come to 

this spirit (the spring of life)

you will, i know it 

because then you will be free of this 

mistaken knowledge 

the spring is here so clear and flowing 

come and drink
come and drink this life flow
so pure
come

do you know this?

i sent you away to be quiet
have you listened?
i took from you the key to the
past
oh my friend do not go there
and be stirred up with mind
have you listened?
i pray for you too
i love you sweetly
i dance for you my dear
in the morning, night and
afternoon
as shakti fire heart

i lay my head
on the grass so green
when i wept the flowers grew
and came to life
i found in them the heart
of all
so precious to the world
but not always understood
as such

oh my love,
taste of this growth
it tastes so of earth rich and dark
in it lies the substance of life
the nourishment of the soul
take it up in your hands
and smell it deep
take it to your skin, your lips
feel it's substance on you
for it is the soul saying,
i am growing in beauty
like all things that are love
i am growing in quietude
i am growing in truth
do you see the tender shoots
rising now?
be full of this change, this renewal
rejoice dear
your soul is awakening

come be like the stars in the dark sky
for you twinkle too
you do indeed
your eyes, your skin, your perfect
presence
i have never seen you as
anything different
not for a moment
the moon knows this
and all of creation
but you dear child,
do you know this?

just for you

what can i do for you?

what can i teach you?

what can i make better for you?

i am here to be that way 

i am a spirit of beauty 

like a flower blooming always 

with petals of bright glory

unfolding for you

to come and breathe it's scent in 

your lungs 

and maybe when you do 

you will say

what beauty lives!

how is it that 

i have not smelled this 

fine fragrance?

has it been away from me?

and no dear one 

never 

it has always been here 

in you it lives the same 

the walls of your mind have 

maybe blocked it out

but you know, nothing dies 

that is so beautiful and fresh

for angels have kissed it 

and saints have walked on it 

and Gods have basked in it 

and all these souls 

have put heart there 

and it burns 

so very beautiful....

Regarding new phase

namaste,

there has been a new development here with the opening of psychic abilities...
this is not something that i ever desired, hoped for or nourished..
it came while working with a pendulum and there was a spirit attached to it..
then this spirit worked thru me as a channel..
after this point, there were more spirits that have come..
a total surprise ..
and thru this work day by day, psychic abilities have become more evident..
this is a wonder and a surprise is all one can say...
it is hoped that however this comes and in whatever form
it is a benefit to humanity...

if any are interested i just put up a video explaining how this came about
and the work now being done with those on the other side ..


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gHqUGlhCzUA

great evening and om

not messing around

this time my friend
is the last time
where mind will play it's tune
i know this well
i have not come here
to play around
i came from the ashes
of my suffering
and have risen up to be
purified in the light
i came with grit and sacrifice
i came with a sword of knowledge
it is in me now
and is to be set free and when it is
it will move sharp and swift
and cut the head of ego
for those that have eyes to see
and ears to hear the word
seekers, know me now as
Siddhananda, but know me
soon as that one that destroys
all wounds that burn and
create separation
because i will not put up with this
i am true indeed
and will come to free the souls
that listen
dears do not be afraid
i love you so much
and will free this illusion
soon, soon

sweet i may be and gentle
love, these are my outward
gestures
but souls, know me inside
as one that is like Kali
she is not a shy flower
she sits and waits
and when the fruit is ripe
she swings her sword of knowledge
and brings the mind to still
know me now as the sweet gentle
Siddhananda
but lord help the one that comes in
my fires as he will burn in the purity
of heart and he will be set free
eternally
ego will not stand a chance
souls speak now if this is something
you fear
because i love you so much
and wish for your freedom
souls know that soon
i will not mess around
with any illusion
souls listen

soon my friends
heart will be set on fire
and the hands that were once weak
will be healing hands of light
these hands souls
will put the light in you
and make you burn too of
sweet heart
though this may sound uncomfortable
it is the best thing
because i came out of these fires
and i am not kidding
i am pure and will be purer
until there is no more work
and then those that are masquerading
will not want to be around me
and those that are sincere
these ones
will love me true
they will love me
true
in the heart

christian, muslim, sufi
saint, master
do you know the one?
see i do
he is like a timeless treasure
he is still
oh his light shines like heaven
he is one and i am one
when we dance together
he takes over my heart
and speaks for me
he is one and i am one
when he takes over my body
he sings his tune so sweet
like nature on the finest morning
he is not like a spirit
he is like me
beginning to finally wake up
he is me and i am him
see this is the precipice of the mountain
it is the time before i pass away
which means before the ego passes fully away
i am me kind of,
i am sometimes like before
but not really
one day you will understand
but know i have come for the good
to make the souls that are ready wake up
i am not here to play around
souls
i am here to wake you up with a shake
and a shout that is in stillness
and this is the strongest way to be
because there is no doer inside
souls, remember these poems that
are to come
because soon i will not be the same
this is the best thing
i will be free finally
soon, soon

souls, my teacher is my best friend
i found her long ago
she is the pure one
oh souls, she is as still waters
i love her
she is detached in such a good way
she is my best friend

souls,  i have finally been blessed
in the way of being freed

soon, soon

he is here

heark,
my love has come
i saw him sitting on the hill
by the wildflowers with the
full moon fat and glowing
i saw him in the shade of the tree
he was sitting still and quiet
with the birds song bright
and soft light filtering through
then i caught him by the bubbling
brook, so beautiful in the morning
light, like an angel
soft are his features, his form sturdy
like the tree
his eyes like the stars
his skin translucent like ivory
his face wears a calm countenance
his legs are crossed
his body quiet
i saw him here and there
and in all places

oh love, i found you
my home of the heart
in the wild country
where no one dares to roam
in the streets with the beggars about
and the dirt from the worldly ways
in the valley too, i found you my heart
dancing all about
i danced with you through many lives
and epic times sweeping and grand
filled with loves lost and dreams vanished
and talents that were amazing and
souls that were healed and knowledge
that came and all these things so fine
and so horrifying too
so many lives i have lived
but souls, i have found my love
here
quiet is he, comely and of the buddha way
he lives here in my heart
we two are one
i have looked for him all over and went to
the hell realms too
he was there, completely untouched
he was there and had no knowledge of my world
he saw me
and i was captivated by this stillness
oh friends, he has touched me with kundalini
and knowledge
but do not know him as a persona, story or myth
he is the heart dear
i just was looking for him on the outside a long while
but he has come
and blessed my heart
he is here as heart
my dears he is here as the heart of all

lord of his heart

how he walks with light in his soul
an ordinary man may look at him
and see a body that is moving
as all bodies
but souls this is not at all correct
he walks as a God-man
living in sinless joy that flows
continuous
he walks as a saint
leaving no shadow anywhere ever
he walks as a buddha
always awake and never once
asleep to the truth
he walks as a master
for he is a lord of himself
he is a lord of his heart
in here he lives as a man that has
forgotten all suffering
as a man that has not ever been apart
he is not to be known by your eyes
my friend
or your touch or your affections
or even your love
but he is to be known by you
going inward and joining with the light
and living deep inside the heart
and being washed clean of that which
has divided
he is to be known by loving the self which
is your own soul that is pure
go there and *he* will be
he will be bright as a star
that burns in it's beauty above the darkness
and calls you to yourself
he will be
in the heart as truth so full and deathless
he will be
in the heart completely unburdened of the
ego play
he will be
in the heart true and real
he knows not your name or your face
because you are not different than him
he knows not your actions good or bad
or in between because you are not these things
he knows not your form be it beautiful, ugly, man or
woman because you are not these qualities
he knows you not as a seeker or someone that has
risen high or fallen low
because you are not these definitions
he knows you not as a disciple or a teacher
because all are the same in his eyes
friend
he is your very self
he is here to make you see yourself
as you truly are
and to see the world as spirit truly
it is not a solid thing, not even for a minute
it flows in divinity and is purity at the heart
it is not different from the heart
it is the heart
all is heart
and you are not an exception to this truth

When the master speaks

When the master speaks

if she tells you to go, go

if she tells you to stay, stay 

if she tells you to live, live

if she tells you to leave out sorrow, leave out sorrow

if she tells you to begin, begin

if she tells you to stop, stop

if she tells you to not go there, don't go there

if she tells you to make your world filled with light, do so

if she tells you to make your world blessed, do so

if she tells you to know the one, come to know it

if she tells you your true soul, come to know it

if she tells you your true being, come to know it

if she tells you your sinless being, come to know it
if she tells you your true existence, come to know it

if she tells you be here, do so

if she tells you stop playing games, stop it 

if she tells you take nothing away, leave empty

if she tells you take your sorrows to the sea of knowledge, go there 

if she tells you make your life wondrous, do so

if she tells you that mind is an illusion, believe it 

if she tells you that all is not separate, believe it 

if she tells you clarity is without covers, believe it 

if she tells you shiva is here and now, believe it 

if she tells you life is to be lived, live it 

if she tells you created and creator are not separate, believe it 

if she tells you stillness is to be lived and not thought about, live it 

if she tells you Kali is the bringer of shadow and uncovering of light, hearken to it 

if she tells you Kali is black as night to absorb the suffering, hearken to it 

if she tells you Kali is the rich goddess of birth and death, hearken to it 

if she tells you Kali is shakti and is what all appears as, hearken to it 

if she tells you mystery is the nature of reality, hearken to it 

if she tells you mystery is the nature of still waters, hearken to it 

if she tells you mystery is the nature of all that is seen and unseen, hearken to it 

if she tells you pure vision is without form and mind, hearken to it 

if she tells you majesty is of the heart in it's purity, hearken to it 

if she tells you the body is a substance of nature only, hearken to it 

if she tells you the persona is a mask that is to be shed, hearken to it 

if she tells you the persona is a mask that is not real and right, hearken to it 

if she tells you death is not to be feared as it has no power in the one of all, hearken to it 

if she tells you death is the edge of the known that once moved thru destroys 

the illusion of me and mine, hearken to it 

if she tells you death is the making of the dream as it keeps one believing in shadows, hearken to it 

if she tells you death is the making of shadow as it keeps the mind turning and covering the SELF, hearken to it 

if she tells you death is not a living reality, hearken to it 

if she tells you death is of the body and of the ego nature, but will not touch the pure soul in 

it's non-dual fullness, hearken to it 

if she tells you fullness is the nature of pure life, not empty dullness, hearken to it 

if she tells you fullness is the nature of truth and light, hearken to it 

if she tells you fullness is the nature of reality and is filled with light, love and peace, hearken to it 

if she tells you shiva and kali are one in nature and truth, hearken to it 

if she tells you shiva is the light of all and is not to go in the shadows, hearken to it 

if she tells you shiva is the still, unmoving center in the heart, hearken to it 

if she tells you shiva is the non-suffering presence in the heart, hearken to it 

if she tells you shadows have no power but what you give them, hearken to it 

if she tells you stay out of the alleys of mind, do not go there 

if she tells you stay out of the trenches of mind, do not go there 

if she tells you stop fantasizing and live for once, do it 

if she tells you open up to life as it unfolds, do it 

if she tells you stop putting up barriers for yourself, stop it 

if she tells you stop placing obstacles in your path, stop it 

if she tells you stop making mountains from mole hills, stop it 

if she tells you die to the truth as there will be only great joy and life that remains, believe it 

if she tells you life is an opportunity to go forward, go forward 

if she tells you go forward into the best of the best 

the truth, the light, the living breathing ONE

go forward ..

go forward and make your life wondrous

in existence, consciousness and bliss...

eternal summer

within the one 

summer lives eternal

there is not the shade of mind 

to darken it's glow 

here

not one drop of personhood lives 

it is like an empty dance in which 

life sings in it's fullness

and there is great peace 

that does not waver 

hearken to this friend 

for you are made inside identical

to this beauty and are not made 

identical to sorrow 

this is not well at all

sorrow is the tangent that mind 

follows
it is not your real self 

it is like a ray or shadow or 

empty song that drowns the love 

and light 

but soul

pure life is not to be touched 

by shadow 

not ever 

so you can begin here now if you

choose 

begin this journey that will bring 

you to still waters and make you

be present, seated in atman

then love shines pure and heart 

radiates outward leaving nothing 

that is left out of it's light 

when you come to this heart 

be open my friend 

for there is nothing to fear ever 

fear is simply a movement of shakti

an energy that has no power in itself 

to harm 

so do not be caught up in it 

know that in the heart 

pure intelligence works without 

a break

and this intelligence has the best 

in store for all...

but do not think you can understand 

it with thought for this will separate 

this light and put a barrier there 

just let all be 

just be 

and this power will come and rinse 

away the dross 

oh friend 

this is the greatest blessing in life 

to be cleaned of the aching mind 

how it is not to be a friend of 

yours (this ego)

it is not to be nurtured, not 

for a moment 

it is an ill-usion

soul be the light that you are 

be settled in this moment 

it is time to turn the tides in the 

direction of heart 

and no better time 

than now

not these things

dear, know that i speak to you 

of this one heart 

it is like a beautiful glow 

it is not of the world or the changing way 

it does not have a shape 

it is not as one believes it is or hopes for it 

to be 

it is not little or big or anything in between 

it is not within a body or a mind 

it is not within a concept, diagram

or a picture 

it is not in the spoken word or in 

books 

it is not in temples or churches 

it is not in scrolls or libraries 

it is not in the earth or the sky or the 

heaven or the hell

it is not in the holy waters, 

the rituals, the prayers or the fires 

it is not in the towns or the cities 

it is not in the rain, the sun 

or the moon 

it is not in the distant or the near 

it is not in the love of other

it is not in the situation, the experience 

or the condition 

it is not in the meditation or the mantra 

it is not in the student or the teacher 

it is not in the holy, the unholy, the 

preacher or the nun 

it is not in the creature, the insect, 

the bird, the fish or the seasons 

it is not in the sitting or the standing 

it is not in the thinking or the not thinking 

it is not in the discrimination, the 

silence or the speech

it is not in the prison or the freedom 

it is not in the wise or the fool

it is not in the life or the death

it is not in the solid, the fluid or the 

stagnant 

it is not in the strength or the weakness 

it is not in the putting in or taking out 

it is not in the empty or the full

it is not in the renouncing or the holding 

it is not in the insight, the judgment, the knowledge 

the gathering in or the giving away 

it is not in the finger, the toes, the ears ,the eyes 

the face, the stomach, the chest

it is not in the eating, the drinking, the dancing, the 

communing 

it is not in the travel, the staying in or going out, 

it is not in anything that can be named, spelled out,

spoken, seen, distinguished, conveyed or anything like this 

it is not anything that can be known 

love it is not these things 

it is that which is prior to any relative knowledge 

that which is unborn, primal, whole, complete 

perfect ...

it is you minus the covering of mind 

oh friend if you knew of it and lived in it 

you would not want to ever come out again

you would be still and all would be as it should be 

you would be still and all would not be colored by

the lens of ego and false ways 

all would be as it should be 

oh friend if you knew of it and lived in it 

you would not want to ever come out again

thawing out

never in the dark era

has there been a light to shine so bright as the o ne of Shiva

in this light that is so very glorious and filled with great peace

lived a man of stories and false ways

he never let anybody be close to him

for this was frightening to him

and so he put a wall between himself and the world

he could only be surrounded by his ways and thoughts 

he got up early and went to the market to get food for the day

he came immediately back and stayed alone 

doing his tasks and going about his routine

he did not open up to anything else 

but stayed very concentrated on his world 

he was not a man that was unfriendly, but very uptight 

anyway, one day a man of light shone up at his door

the lonely man opened the door 

though he did not want to, yet felt compelled 

the man of light said, i am a living light ....would you like to 

know more?

the lonely man thought this so very odd and a bit frightening 

for he felt he was living too, but in some ways maybe he wasn't truly

because he felt closed out from something so much of the time...

the man of light said, would you like to know more?

the lonely man said, okay, what do you mean by this strange statement?

the man of light said, i am the living truth and breathe air of freedom

and live within undying peace eternally..

the lonely man said, well what does this haveto do with me?

because we are the same inside spoke the man of light-- only you do not know it because you are 

so shut out from yourself...

the lonely man said, i am unsure what you mean -- and then his thoughts drifted off...

the man of light said, know that you are as i am 

existence, consciousness and bliss and can free your soul to be within this beauty

the lonely man said, i do not know anything about this peace that you speak of...

though i wonder and feel there is something more i have had no experience with 

this at all...

the man of light said - let all that you think you are go completely and set yourself 

in the moment and do not go around saying you are so many things inside and the world 

is this way and that all the time...

just be settled here as you are --- simple

the lonely man said, you have indeed spoke in a way that i feel in my soul deeply dear man

i can feel a depth there that i had not let myself into before...

what am i to do now?

*do less* said the man of light....not try to bring more on yourself...

....mostly let go of being a *doer* and having power

or any control at all... 

although you are to make efforts to stay present, let go of the outcome...

be here always ...

the lonely man cried out -- i did not know there was a way to *be*, and to let go ...

can i go into the world now and enjoy what is there?

the man of light said, there are no barriers but what you place on yourself...

it is only you that has hemmed yourself in this way....

go and enjoy life as it is ....

the lonely man felt so lifted that he went out that evening and enjoyed greatly the beauty that was about

like a man with new eyes...

he saw colorful flowers and great spreading trees...beautiful rolling hills and heard the birds sing more clearly than ever...

he heard children's laughter and felt the evening breeze on his face as if for the first time...

he enjoyed wonderful tastes from a fine restaurant-- and walked along the ocean whistling a tune

he felt as a man that had been thawed out ... 

and he thought about what the man of light had said -- that it was him that was holding back...

there were no barriers....  

and he laughed at himself and his nonsense...

my life is good, said he...

when he laid down that evening, he was glad he opened the door to the man of light 

and he shut his eyes and slept well indeed...

same journey

the bhakti
he loves his God fully
and prays to be one with him
until he loses himself
in that love completely
then he is no more
the one that prayed has died away
and what remains is one
one

the jnani he loves too
but he questions with self
enquiry --
until the questions dissolve
like the stick that stirs the fire
it burns away
and what remains is one
one

the seeker he loves
he desires to know himself
and walks on with his heart
set on the goal
with his Guru's blessing and
transmission burning in him
he walks on
until the feeling of death
grips him
then he goes thru this
illusion to have it break
and not return
and what remains is deathless
what remains is one
one

the sadhu he performs austerities
by the dhuni fire
on the dandi staff he puts his weight
he may be skin and bones
he may have sores on his form
and aches continuously from living
in the rough outdoors with nothing
to shield him
he may sleep little and eat little
but he continues
until the time comes when his
mind is completely still
and absorbed in brahman
and what remains is one
one

the nun she loves God so much
she is consumed by prayer and devotion
she lives very sparse and endures much
hardships with little to nothing to entertain
in her room she prays and prays
performing her duties she prays and prays
always seeking to know God
she is consumed by kundalini fire
and this fire burns the dross away
to leave the mind quiet always
and what remains is one
one

the one that is the beauty of all
the one that is the source of all
the one that lives in all hearts equally
and without measure
the one that is the truth, the atman
the substance, the strength, the ALL
sat chit anand
what remains is one
one

non-dual always..

non-dual always..

those still in the throes of mind 

see the liberated soul

as being so many things 

such as this and that 

or possessing this and that 

qualities 

but this is never right 

it is only the divided mind 

that sees this way

the liberated one is 

not anything that can be 

defined like this 

as pure consciousness

is not the body ever 

or the qualities seen

by the eye

or defined by the mind

pure consciousness 

is all and nothing 

zero

not this or that 

completely still
indescribable
non-dual always

this heart of yours

my dear

this heart 

it knows what you know 

without the sting of thoughts 

it loves how you love without 

the heaviness of other 

it dances how you dance 

without the burden of form

it cries how you cry

without the residue of mind 

it moves how you move

without the circular thinking 

it laughs how you laugh

without feeling self-conscious

it goes where you go

without the identifications 

it remains where you are 

without the ups and downs 

of ego

it sings what you sing

without being the doer

it follows where you follow 

without feeling distant

it experiences what you experience 

without the mask of persona

it holds what you hold 

without taking or giving 

it hopes what you hope 

without expectation

it prays how you pray

without words that flow 

it lives where you live 

without any confinements 

it waits how you wait 

without waiting for something

it creates how you create 

without plan or calculation

it feels what you feel 

without taking it personal

my dear

this heart of yours 

it meets you always 

without being two

it meets you always without

running away

it meets you always without

changing ever 

it loves you always 

without feeling apart 

it searches for you always 

without feeling something 

is missing 

it makes you it's own always and forever 

as you can never be apart

for you are one in this heart of yours 

always and forever 

such a blessing

in the beginning Guru was very open to those that
came to seek her guidance
she gave graciously of her time and energies
she opened her door to many strangers and attempted
to help them in every way that these ones would accept
she sometimes even paid for their shelter and food
during the visit with her....
i have seen her even give someone one of her old vehicles...
there are many stories like this ...
this is the way of those that are open in heart, but the sad
part is that this gets taken advantage of and is not cherished
deeply or honored deeply ....
now, this path is not steeped in her personal time as before
those that have been on the path have their own lives to live
and are free to make whatever choices that come to them and
live this out ....
this is where things are now and seem to bring less friction
to Guru in some ways, but the sad reality is that her wisdom
has not been taken seriously by so many...
i know here that a kundalini master is very, very rare ...
as kundalini is not understood by most, not in the least...
it is an energy of mysterious power and capable of throwing
the mind into great spins and there are playing out of
kriyas, verbalizations, seeing lights, auras, hearing voices
and so, so many manifestations that come constantly when one
is fully awakened.... to find a master that can balance the phenomena
and honor it is a most auspicious find indeed..
what is to be heard is that now we have Guru in body ---
she is here still and gives transmission and her words of
wisdom flow on videos, writing and such....
we can feel this energy when connected with her always...
those that feel it know the power of this grace
in their lives...
we are blessed with this love and light that emanates
from this grace ...
here, i know the poor shape i was in before meeting her...
not a pretty sight and several times such hardships came
even while under her guidance and still quietude is coming
more and more .... a blessing as there were times it has been
hard to even put one foot in front of the other... but this was done
and the journey continues....

may all enjoy the moment and love what is given and
be happy with what is here in your lives now...
the right doors will open in the right timing when
one is heart centered, relaxed and open
to grace ... this is for certain...

blessed day to all --- may grace be upon your lives...

a solitary path

in the beginning of the path, there was much 

offered in the way of satsang, blessings, guidance,

initiation and much partaking of  time spent with 

Guru (when one could be in her company), but my friends 

this has changed drastically as so many do not truly 

want the hard cutting truths...

one can only say about this is that humanity is more focused 

on the exterior and not the inward journey that cuts 

to the core and rinses all mistaken knowledge away...

this type of playing out is what has been encountered 

time and time again.... not at all new by any means...

the heart though is not going anywhere which is the 

non-dual vision and will remain throughout all the 

drama that goes on in the world

this is the wonder, the mystery, the gem of greatest worth

men, women that seek -- these ones are of many types and varieties 

these ones want to be happy like all else, but not knowing 

for certain if what is wanted is the death 

that brings eternal life...

so mind continues to bloom and one is often drawn to 

this playing out like a moth to a flame ...

mesmerized in a way...

but oh love, please know that your soul resides in 

love, light, quietude, beauty and joy that is unchanging 

and will come when you are willing to let go

and enter into deeper waters and allow grace to 

be the leader of your reality...

i have been on the path for 15 yrs now and 

and still there is cycling of debris and mentation

how it is a long, long journey indeed ----

quietude is coming thru more and more ....

i will go on through these shifts until the final

end is reached...

it is a solitary path friends and not one that adheres 

easily to social scenes with all the conversation and
activities...

it is a lonely path in the way that one faces all of the collections 

in mind constantly and all the ghosts in mind and all the attachments 

that are there and can do this alone only....

and one is the protector of their silence as well or as spoken above 

the nourisher of the shadow... 

but yes souls, heart shines here now and leaves one to go on 

in whatever direction one desires and hopes for ...

i wish you well on your journey whether it is in the world 

with all it's phases and experiences or the hard path of the 

seeker on the razors edge...

one is not saying that any is higher or lower ..as when 

the mind is not in action there is nothing like this that ever existed 

how can this be better than any other as this is the end for ALL

that come to know the SELF...

may you walk your journey lightly...do not take the playing out

so seriously... so personally....

light is here and will bless you as the heart opens unto it ...

be quiet as much as possible...

and enjoy the moment....

maha shanti om