in the end

souls, 

do not be persuaded by thought-waves 

for they are the surface energy of mind 

they speak of the world with it's passing phases 

as being cast in judgement or layers of personhood 

they speak of a world that is cast in shadows of 

conditionings that come from the root *me and mine*

they speak of a world that is washed in colorizations 

of time-element which is movement created by 

thought 

these thoughts are not at all true in what is heard 

for if you go in deep, you will see little by little

they will slow and die away

like a wave that was taken to be real 

these thought-waves make life something 

that is centered around a body-image, a 

person who is such and such and does such 

and such 

this is simply thought projection

these thought waves make life into a drama-story

that is fiction and when you stop believing in it 

and come inward 

there is a different reality that emerges 

it is different in the way of being made of 

light, beauty, joy, timeless in nature 

these thought waves take a long time to 

dissolve

so one must be vigilant and keep the heart 

always set on God-light 

and keep the heart always set on spirit-heart 

with the heart in the right place 

the snake will eat it's tail 

and there will be nothing but light in the end 

then there will be a coming back into pure life 

in the end 

a solitary path

in the beginning of the path, there was much 

offered in the way of satsang, blessings, guidance,

initiation and much partaking of  time spent with 

Guru (when one could be in her company), but my friends 

this has changed drastically as so many do not truly 

want the hard cutting truths...

one can only say about this is that humanity is more focused 

on the exterior and not the inward journey that cuts 

to the core and rinses all mistaken knowledge away...

this type of playing out is what has been encountered 

time and time again.... not at all new by any means...

the heart though is not going anywhere which is the 

non-dual vision and will remain throughout all the 

drama that goes on in the world

this is the wonder, the mystery, the gem of greatest worth

men, women that seek -- these ones are of many types and varieties 

these ones want to be happy like all else, but not knowing 

for certain if what is wanted is the death 

that brings eternal life...

so mind continues to bloom and one is often drawn to 

this playing out like a moth to a flame ...

mesmerized in a way...

but oh love, please know that your soul resides in 

love, light, quietude, beauty and joy that is unchanging 

and will come when you are willing to let go

and enter into deeper waters and allow grace to 

be the leader of your reality...

i have been on the path for 15 yrs now and 

and still there is cycling of debris and mentation

how it is a long, long journey indeed ----

quietude is coming thru more and more ....

i will go on through these shifts until the final

end is reached...

it is a solitary path friends and not one that adheres 

easily to social scenes with all the conversation and
activities...

it is a lonely path in the way that one faces all of the collections 

in mind constantly and all the ghosts in mind and all the attachments 

that are there and can do this alone only....

and one is the protector of their silence as well or as spoken above 

the nourisher of the shadow... 

but yes souls, heart shines here now and leaves one to go on 

in whatever direction one desires and hopes for ...

i wish you well on your journey whether it is in the world 

with all it's phases and experiences or the hard path of the 

seeker on the razors edge...

one is not saying that any is higher or lower ..as when 

the mind is not in action there is nothing like this that ever existed 

how can this be better than any other as this is the end for ALL

that come to know the SELF...

may you walk your journey lightly...do not take the playing out

so seriously... so personally....

light is here and will bless you as the heart opens unto it ...

be quiet as much as possible...

and enjoy the moment....

maha shanti om