such a blessing

in the beginning Guru was very open to those that
came to seek her guidance
she gave graciously of her time and energies
she opened her door to many strangers and attempted
to help them in every way that these ones would accept
she sometimes even paid for their shelter and food
during the visit with her....
i have seen her even give someone one of her old vehicles...
there are many stories like this ...
this is the way of those that are open in heart, but the sad
part is that this gets taken advantage of and is not cherished
deeply or honored deeply ....
now, this path is not steeped in her personal time as before
those that have been on the path have their own lives to live
and are free to make whatever choices that come to them and
live this out ....
this is where things are now and seem to bring less friction
to Guru in some ways, but the sad reality is that her wisdom
has not been taken seriously by so many...
i know here that a kundalini master is very, very rare ...
as kundalini is not understood by most, not in the least...
it is an energy of mysterious power and capable of throwing
the mind into great spins and there are playing out of
kriyas, verbalizations, seeing lights, auras, hearing voices
and so, so many manifestations that come constantly when one
is fully awakened.... to find a master that can balance the phenomena
and honor it is a most auspicious find indeed..
what is to be heard is that now we have Guru in body ---
she is here still and gives transmission and her words of
wisdom flow on videos, writing and such....
we can feel this energy when connected with her always...
those that feel it know the power of this grace
in their lives...
we are blessed with this love and light that emanates
from this grace ...
here, i know the poor shape i was in before meeting her...
not a pretty sight and several times such hardships came
even while under her guidance and still quietude is coming
more and more .... a blessing as there were times it has been
hard to even put one foot in front of the other... but this was done
and the journey continues....

may all enjoy the moment and love what is given and
be happy with what is here in your lives now...
the right doors will open in the right timing when
one is heart centered, relaxed and open
to grace ... this is for certain...

blessed day to all --- may grace be upon your lives...