a door opened

i came seeking a way out of suffering 

and the door opened 

into the mystic realm of heart 

it is not like one thinks 

a rainfall of bliss at all 

it is like a coming out of all the debris 

in consciousness that rises from the depths 

a hard thing for certain 

and there are times of openings into the mysteries 

that bloom like buds and flowers with various hues 

giving a manifestation of visions, seeing "into" 

and far away

hearing things that are mysterious 

like waters, sounds, names and messages 

these things come dear hearts like waves of 

mystery on the waters of heart 

rising to be seen and washed clear 

it is not something that will last or give peace 

whatsoever to the soul 

it is a showing of the mysteries 

and that all is spirit entirely
and not of form or personality or ego

so one does not rest there to say, look at me 

how wondrous i am 

but continues to move forward, centered in grace which 

is the blessing of Guru

when these manifestations come, there is a 

feeling like being not here in the so called solid 

world 

it is not feeling to be the center 

one moves into different realms truly

you will understand this friend 

as there is the state of sleep nightly in which the mind 

is sunk in oblivion of sorts and dreams come 

then one has no consciousness of the form 

and when you rise, there is bringing in of the familiar attachments 

oh my love, you do this nightly and every morning 

this is the truth 

so you can feel it some ways in what is being said 

yet even when awake, in the mystic land 

different seeing into, clairvoyance, spirit realms come 

yes indeed 

i can speak of this for sure and say to you that these risings 

that are temporary 

begin to fade and fade some more 

and what fills in the place where all these manifestations once lived 

and had life 

is pure silence that is so much better 

and life filled 

and of love, joy, birth of the self 

yes indeed soul

so let's keep our rudders turned toward the holy star of 

light and keep going there 

not letting the mind have it's way and play it's games 

for these things are nothing truly in the end 

instead come to the experiences of heart 

for this is the truth

and what remains in the end 

there can be nothing else that will bring peace eternally 

love yes 

this is the truth