unfolding journey

when i first started the path, so many visions of nature came that were deeply vivid, crisp, clear

.. more so than even real life...

though some of it was very beautiful, it was also very ungrounding and all consuming along with continual kriyas, perceptual shifts, vivid dreams and much, much more phenomena for many years that still continues to some degree or another...

the imagery seen way back was of solid structures disintegrating, churches burning, houses burning, mountains falling into the ocean... also, crisp, clear images of the ocean, going over mountains, trees, rivers, sky with clouds.. jumping off mountains, going deep into the ocean and on and on... 

the mind was one-pointed while these images rose up...

then, for several years, much of the imagery fell away ...

a little while before the work took place that is now being done with Guruji, there was a lot of Shiva imagery that came out of the blue ... it flowed into my consciousness like a stream... 

i just let it happen as another odd phenomena out of so much that has come up...

now, imagery is again quite predominant and seems to relate a lot to the spirit realm we are working with... at first it was ungrounding, but now less so.. it is just accepted as another aspect of this unfolding journey...

the imagery, when working with Guruji, comes and unfolds by itself within the connection with spirit and with her..

it comes as a kind of language that helps to put together the energetic puzzle for that soul...

it is very simple compared, i feel, to regular language in that there is a direct perception of what that soul is saying thru the image that comes without words much of the time... it feels, in many ways, to be a language that is of the *soul* which is so very nice and on a different level compared to regular language.. as there are not so many cues to try to figure out...regular language can be so very loaded and laden with so many things...

when the work is being done, the imagery comes forward -- sometimes there are some words spoken, other times not and yet the *feeling* is there that is again as it's own language .. it does not have any intellectual type of figuring it out to it ... there is no adding it up or calculating or that type of thing..

the best way to say it is if a picture of an apple is seen -- one does not need to think *apple*.. this sounds so simple, but it is something like that ...

the imagery and energetic feeling comes through consciousness and is felt in the body on a certain level.. the emotions are felt, but do not leave a residue ...

more like one is like the sky or a screen in which this imagery or *soul language* can play out and then vanish, and then one conveys what is being seen, heard, felt in language terms...
as regular language is used, there is a *dumbing down* of the scenery...
kind of like if you viewed a beautiful sunset the evening before and were describing it to your friend the next day... there is no way those words are going to capture that same feeling...
it is something like this, but there is a mystery too that cannot be described...
this is just left to be as it is ....

this is really all there is to it ... 

it is very simple really and not anything that i expected would come, nor does it matter if it goes tomorrow or changes... 

it is simply the flowering of what is here now...

one of the images that came today was about love: Guruji was talking about losing yourself in that love...

the image arose of a beautiful white rose, full and with sparkley type of lights within it ...

from the side of this rose, another rose emerged, bright red and not in full bloom

slowly, these two roses merged, the red one fading into the white one, but still the red one could be seen

within the white one.. living within it as if they were never separate...

this is what happens within pure love as the energies sync up and come within complete alignment..

the two merge as one being .... 

this is pure love

it is love minus the *me and you* feeling...

when this personal aspect fades away, then pure love is what remains..

a very beautiful image that is a message from spirit to those that are open to listening... 

....so this rose is here for you my dear

may you breathe it in and come to know this purity of love that lives in all hearts...