so sad

so sorrowful when actions come from

another place than the heart 

especially if that one has been taken

under the wings of a perfect soul

that sincerely wishes them well and to 

be out of suffering and within peace 

this is what ego is about 

to create shadow and twisted tales 

of poor me when nothing has truly 

taken place at all

and this is what Guru is here to stand for

and show by example

that even with this kind of drama within

there is nothing truly happening at all

there is simply the flow of life and

stillness as usual..

the twisted perspective
and stories so off the mark
are created by the one that is 

grasping and seeking to make themselves right

by doing this 

the one that has helped them is made into a target

this is unconscionable really

yet is exactly what happens when the seeker 

turns a blind eye and nurtures 

dark thoughts and judgements and is unwilling 

to let go and truly *see* if these assumptions 

are valid or not...

but when ego is hell bent on being right 

and in charge no matter what

there is no reaching such a one 

this is sad reality
and we have seen it played out time
and time again...
what to say, but may all learn from
it and strengthen the dedication within
to continue forward
and not be dissuaded by whatever
mind throws up along the way...
stay true to the vows
and be within the heart
and Guru's light
steady...

om shanti