through grace

she lays hands on you dear
in the evening
her face is as light,
her aura like moon beams
her hands like lilies, white and pure
on her form, she wears a white
flowing gown
it surrounds her face that is
soft as an angel
through her grace, light enters
into the form
penetrating the collections of things
that are not in accordance
with love, light, peace
she penetrates into the muscles,
the bone, the chemistry of the
make-up of the soul
as lazers do
she penetrates into the soul like
sun rays that are sharp
she penetrates into the mind
like a luminescent glow
then, this decay of the world
is flushed out as the rivers
flush out the debris
the sand, the dirt
what is she made of souls?
pure light
what is she here to teach?
to be like her, dove-like with
wings that are white, fresh, new
how does she come?
through the heavens and the clouds
and the earth filled with life
through the sun, the shadows, the winds
through the bed of the world
she comes
like a goddess
a nun
a mother
a full moon
a clear healing pool of water
sinking your soul in there deep
and clear

she makes herself known to me through grace
like the stars and planets make their presence
known on a dark night
lit up and glowing
she makes herself present to me and i see her
beauty
made of light and purity
resting in truth
her countenance wears such perfect peace
her dress is beautiful, like white gold truly
if you could see her in your mind like this
she will be healing as healing as the freshest
spring that flows of health and vibrancy
she will rain her mercy on your soul
and make you see that you are untouched
inside
like Bernadette of Lourdes
she was a young girl, unlearned
she saw this vision too
and she was not afraid because she was
not thinking herself to be anything but
ordinary inside
and not even anything that was like
the goddess
with her beauty so fine
and not anything that would make herself be
as a holder of this beauty
she was young and fresh and innocent like this
inside as we all are my friends
so ready, so open, so available to take in this
wondrous creation in all it's aspects
she will ease your concern that you are not
beautiful as a sinless one
she will take that away
and you will be blessed with spirit
in the way of *seeing* and healing
and being still
and honoring light
and loving this moment
and loving the flow of joy
and loving the child joy
and loving the nun/sister joy of purity
and loving each other well
and loving heart fire
and being quiet and knowing this is moving right
this is right
this moment

when she makes herself known
she comes with company sometimes
a nun that is very adept at healing
she is also very calm, pure and filled with
life real
this nun energy is one that brings the blessing
of endurance, compassion, goodwill, healing, helping
humanity, prayer, light, being in alignment with Christ
and all that is good
this is the message
to journey inward to the center of the flower
and with this
do the work of giving light to yourself and others
do not feel this work a burden or that it is anything
that *takes* from the soul
it is not this way
it is as a freshness that will renew, recharge, heighten
energies
your work is the work of spirit if you are open
and nothing can come against it

she will come to any that are open and
in love with God
i know this because i have seen her way
i have indeed
she said with her heart that
she will come to those that pray for her grace
she will be there and find those sticking
places
and shine her heavenly mercy there
and heal the wounds that are open
she will heal

the nun presence is here to bring refreshment
and lessons of spirit
may you feel it deep
because you are like spirit in your soul
may you feel it deep

the taste of spirit

i need to say that you have been far 

too long in the enclosure of mind 

and you are listening to that message 

but that is like a dream that tastes 

bitter in the end 

because you are so used to this taste of 

mental happenings 

you go back there for more 

my dear in this going back, you miss

the taste of spirit 

so unburdened in it's flavor that it is 

missed by your tongue 

it tastes completely different from mind 

it is like a honey flavor, scented with 

heart 

it saturates the mind, senses and every 

body part with light 

it saturates the action with grace so 

that movement is spontaneous 

and not of *doing* or *calculating*

it saturates the vision with non-dual beauty 

and rich feeling that all is well and complete 

it does not taste like mind, thoughts, projections, 

activity of ego which is flavorless truly 

in comparison 

as if you might see a picture of a beautiful

sunset in a book 

and then to see those lively colors against the sky

heaven feeling and ethereal with silhouettes of clouds

of different hues and light breaking through the whole 

thing 

so very much filled with the *flavor* of life true 

if you are still

you can feel all of nature in you 

the oceans and the seas and the mist rising 

you can feel the rains pure and refreshing

you can feel the earth with it's nutrition and 

bedding made for the seedlings to rise up

you can feel the blossom that flowers on the branch

and brings such beautiful color of such varieties 

and offerings 

you can feel the mountains with ice and snow and cooling 

energy therein

you can feel the colorful leaves in autumn
and the crisp coming of wind and rains 

and winter with life that lays dormant, sitting, waiting 

for it's time to blossom

oh souls, can you feel it in you?

it is in your blood and your heart 

because you are made the same as all

can you feel it in you right now?

the sun has risen this evening 

though the night is dark 

it has risen up like a light so full and 

with light extending outward 

it cannot go to sleep, the sun 

it loves the moon always and finds it's alignment

there and with the earth 

in different ways and different dances it works 

together, harmonious with the planets 

and the stars too

they align like a beautiful dance that sends different 

energies to the earth 

and brings messages of different astrologies that are like 

the various personalities for the soul,

various energetic patterns of the soul 

like all things that are earthly/ethereal and of life 

there are various different energetic patterns that 

play out to form a specific presence

or a life-form 

but inside where it is dark and pure and real and 

perfect, there lives a nature that is pattern-less

it is the origin of all the playing out in the universe 

it is shed of patterns, colors and happenings 

it is not touched by anything ever 

it is like a heart in it's original nature 

it is like God in it's primal nature 

it is like kali in her primal nature 

it is like Shiva as he is 

sinless 

unborn 

kept pure always 

heart friend, nature

i grew up in the Seattle area where

everywhere 

you looked was beautiful nature 

lush and glorious

the blooming of each season was like a bright 

beginning 

i spent so much time outside amongst nature 

with kundalini rising and all that came with that 

this was very much part of the path for me 

it offered a reprieve from the worldly way 

and drama 

it offered a reprieve from the difficulties of the 

journey 

it offered a reprieve from the responsibilities 

it offered a reprieve from the confines of 

being indoors 

it offered a reprieve from being social

it offered silence, aloneness and contemplation

it offered everything in the way of beauty 

and asked for nothing 

it is like this, nature 

healing, beautiful, vibrant, mysterious

nature

without this time, i cannot say this journey 

would have been at all the same for me

though the path certainly is an essential 

but the long, long hours in nature 

was like a heart friend for me 

and still is 

spirit message

spirit message is like the untouched heart

it sings of that which lives beyond the mind,

body connection 

it comes spontaneous in the way of saying 

that all is one and in love always 

it comes as the fresh rains come when the 

heat has risen high 

and this cooling is like the best feeling 

fresh, pure and bringing regeneration 

it comes as the sun comes, rising over the 

mountain range and with this, the shadows 

flee so easily 

it comes as the blooming life that rises from 

the rich earth and brings a fresh awakening of color 

vibrant and playful for all to enjoy

it comes as the moon rise and sheds it's light 

over the land and melts it's light on still waters

it comes as stillness comes, spontaneous and unexpected 

and often when one is involved and not looking even 

but there it is, like a bright gem --

saying, come and look! the heart is here for you to bask 

in and love in and be in 

it comes like a whisper too in the depths of the darkness

a small spark that lives and breathes and waits for the 

right timing 

when the mind is quiet and in love with God and then

it sets itself on fire with heart 

to be seen and never forgotten 

this message of spirit is as the free one 

leaving out the complexity of worldly drama 

and words 

just says it all in one image 

one feeling

an invitation to come into yourself 

be at home there 

be at ease there 

and just be 

as a light

oh my friend 

the moon is full still 

do not believe it is just in the sky 

it has risen in the heart and lives there 

as the fullness of all

like a lantern, it light itself up to be 

seen and followed and taken in 

it lights itself up with completion 

of the journey 

and with wholeness that is not to 

be compromised 

it lights itself up with living om and 

sends it's light to all to be still 

be still

be full as the moon

do not believe it is just in the sky

for you are always in this fullness

be blessed

what has this i to say about the world?

it makes up stories of this and that

it makes up ill-usions of here and there 

and me and you 

it knows not the world at all 

it knows not the one beautiful source 

it knows not that which all flows from 

it knows not your true name and face 

it knows not what is wondrous 

it knows not what is full and complete 

it knows not what rises of love and freedom

it knows not the mysterious heart of all 

it knows not what death and birth are truly

it knows not what your soul is in reality 

it knows not your experience at the moment 

it knows not who you are truly

it knows not how deep love lives 

it knows not how deeply love feels 

it knows not your relations or your world truly

it knows not your form or your mannerisms

or the words that flow or the actions 

done or not done

it knows not your footsteps in the world 

or your good deeds or your misery

or your successes

it knows nothing truly as it is insentient

unaware, only an energy of motion

that you have attached to and hold near

but dear, these thoughts vanish all the time 

and are forgotten .. they cannot be reality

do not feed them with awareness

come and be blessed like the saints and 

masters and Buddhas 

they are here and are still as the deepest 

ocean 

and untouched by this shakti play

come and be blessed by this energy of heart 

and live free 

do not accept this mind as truth 

be free and *aware* of heart, joy, beauty,

pure life and om

and allow this grace to shine and dissolve 

this *other* nature that has never been 

alive in a true way

what is alive is this moment and it lives always 

as one undivided whole

forget the drama way 

be blessed by the ones that know what is 

true 

and live in beautiful quiet always

untouched spirit

i do not know you my dear
spoke the absolute
i know only this joy, this abundance
this love so pure and holy
this great still presence that exists
always
but,
if i knew you, i would come to your
mind and say
do not entertain this drama you hold
any longer
set it free, release it to the heart
set it free, release it to the beauty of life
set it free, release it to the one essence of all
set it free, release it to the single source
because when you entertain this drama
it holds some significance in your mind
it holds some kind of reality that is to take
you to believe in it
and when it is believed in, a certain kind of life
blooms there
and more of this drama is created in your spirit
God exists not of this drama world that revolves
but lives in beauty and love eternal
and his son Jesus died on the cross and rises
up in heart and love as to say
"there is no death"
this imagery or energy of resurrection is one
that is to be taken in and felt deeply in your soul
so that you know, that this aching heart that is of the
world is only a shadow and not true
what exists is this heart so bright and wondrous
like the risen Christ, you are free always and never
suffered at all
like the risen Christ, you are as the dove, fresh,
holy, not bound by the physical and in all places
at all times and not touched too
like the risen Christ, you do not have wounds of the world
or anything that happened to you
only the body which is a vehicle for spirit was touched
the *car* that spirit drove for a time in order to navigate
this realm of the world which is not at all solid
was touched, but never pure spirit
like the risen Christ, you rise from the aching, the hurt,
the pain to be lifted out and in beauty
to be lifted out and in single flow
to be lifted out and in shanti light
to be lifted out and in the nectar of stillness
to be lifted out and in freedom everlasting
to be lifted out and in such peace that does not waver
to be lifted out and in such joy that is lasting
to be lifted out and in deathless presence so light-filled
to be lifted out and in timelessness of all
to be lifted out and in comely light so full
to be lifted out and in mother light of all
to be lifted out and in shiva moon so full
to be lifted out and in crystal clear clarity
to be lifted out and in the beauty of all
this is it dear hearts
you are not this suffering form, not ever
so be like you truly are which is the Self
and do not go back to entertain this drama
so paltry is it that it turns to dust so easily
when touched by the light of God
and it does not return
all of the wisdom imparted comes from this light
so pure
and it is flowing to your heart now
taste it and *Live* it
it is flowing now and always...