Friday, January 23, 2015
from the dust
out of the dust,
from the dross, the mud
blooms the lilly
how fragrant it is
how full and without imperfections
the blossom of the toil
that comes from suffering
and sheds it's skin of the world
then lo, friends
the beauty of the heart
is what remains
perfect
without any gathered notions
of this and that
and you and me
just the truth
stainless,
joy
oh friends,
this is it
the life force of all
shiva
atman
buddha
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Wednesday, December 17, 2014
such a difference… writing on Christ...
he said, be still and know
he said that darkness has no power against the light
he said this with a voice so clear
and free of the wounds that were laid upon him
this was at a time when the people were not giving of their souls
but were pretending many times to be disciples of the holy one
the seekers were pretending that they loved this Lord
and would lay all down for him to be set free of their burden
but when it came to that time to own up and say
yes, this is my savior that is to be crucified
this is the one i love so dear and without selfishness
many would not say
and walked away with their minds churning about on
thoughts that would take them only into more suffering
but when Christ rose again on the third day
he came in spirit and taught those that were open to
give what his word was
which was to sin no more and be present and real and
peaceful without thinking all the time
and being caught up in desire after desire
for this will not be a life of freedom
the disciples that listened, then went out to teach
the word as they had within them the holy spirit
which is truly kundalini
it is the serpent fire that comes from the absolute
and gives the seeker a chance to see what is keeping them
bound to the false
Mary Magdelene, she was filled with seven demons
and when Jesus looked upon her, she was shaken out of her
dark turmoil and laid to rest within herself to be able to
listen to the holy scripture that came from the voice of Jesus
she listened with an openness not seen often with the ones that
sat by him
he spoke of the light that filled the heart with love, joy
and perfection
she listened to him with love and did not desire him in the flesh
or want to be his partner in that way
but wanted to love his heart in the way of being one with him
she was a woman that came out of turmoil and was grounded in
the light of Jesus and saw immediately the difference in her life
due to his grace
and because of this she was committed 100% to him in the way
of service to know her heart as it is without stain
this is like the sadhaka too… he is to see the difference in his life
that the Guru has opened the way to him and because of this
his life is different in the best way… even though it is very, very hard still
he knows that without this light that has come.. his life would not be
grounded in the heart like it is and pointed in the right direction….
Sunday, December 7, 2014
this is the truth
i have no burden to bear
i have no crafty ways of mind
i have no life or death
i have no pain or sorrow
i have no shifting sands
i have no house to lay my head
i have no coverings to hide behind
i have no building up or taking down
i have no here or there or in between
i have no form or name or face
i have no words to speak
i have nothing to give
i have nothing to take
i have nothing to find
i have nothing to know
i have nothing to be free of
i have no bondage
i have no ego
no falsity, no voice that speaks of this
or that or me or you
who am i?
my dear your very self
this the truth
you are this beauty that shines of
love and light
and stillness
clear, peaceful and without the least bit
of duality
yes, this is the truth
Tuesday, December 2, 2014
shakti play
what life is not,
is that which mind speaks of
a shadow or a ray
that personalizes all that is seen
and heard and felt
life is not this
dear souls,
it is the shakti play
in all her wondrous ways
it is the leela
the dawn of colors and
dancing appearances
that is imbedded eternally in truth
which is non-dual
this is what is the living dance
it is forever playing it's tune
it is endless in nature
and not to be attached to
or taken in as a thing to be owned
oh dear souls, how very wrong this is
for all that plays is the
absolute perfection
it cannot be separate from it
it has it's life from this
it has it's death in this
it has it's creation from this
it has it's mystery in this
yes, indeed
it is the shakti play
love it as a witness
not like a one that is *lost* in it
oh friend,
love it as a silent witness
then this world will not wreak havoc
on your soul
Thursday, November 13, 2014
she lives...
listen,
she is this life pure
oh love
yes
she is this one heart indeed
she lives to make you well and whole
she lives to free the soul from bondage
she lives to breath fire into your heart to make
you die a beautiful death
and then rise like christ rose as a spirit
that was not to be touched by the world
or suffering
she lives in you friend
inside the heart and she is still always
like pristine waters
she lives there still like the moment untouched
she lives there still like music without a singer
she lives there still like the full moon without cloud cover
she lives there still like mind in it's original state
she lives there still like shiv and shakti in union
she lives there still like night made day
she lives there still like forgotten suffering
she lives there still like mouna
she lives there still like the majestic mountain
she lives there still like kali in her naked state
she lives there still like freedom made manifest
she lives there still like brahman, buddha, christ and God
she lives there still like a sinless presence
she lives there still like timeless purity
she lives there still like ardhanarishvara
she lives there still like a dreamless sleep
she lives there still like a dreamless reality
she lives there still like a dreamless ocean of one
she lives there still like a sun full, with great rays of light
she lives there still like a tree of knowledge
she lives there still like the impersonal one
she lives there still like love undivided
she lives there still like love without attachment
she lives there still like love that winds it's way thru
all things seen and unseen
she lives there still like a united heart that has nothing
but joy within it
she lives there still like a sunset ablaze with life and colors
so rich that one cannot look at it without feeling her presence
she lives there still like a river that runs without encumberments,
but flows joyously on and on without end
she lives there still like a fresh breath of air that gives of itself
and keeps giving and giving
she is like this my dear heart and how she does not take anything
but the suffering away when the heart is open
and rejoicing in her
she loves all that are open to her, (and loves all that are closed in heart as well )
but when the one that is open comes fully to her love
that is made of beauty and truth only
she will bless this one well and give what is needed to burn the
separate identity to ash…
there is no understanding her way as she is the fullness of all
how is the mind to understand this? something that is beyond the limits
that mind places on the soul?
when one is open to her, she will be right there immediately like an
angel of light
she will be right there as a graceful presence and take and take the
barriers away that make one feel they are separate from God
for this is not right to believe that one is separate and is like a body
and mind
this is not well at all precious ones
but she will say to you with quietude and joy that you are one always
and you are like a still beautiful glow that is filled with rich wisdom
she will say this with stillness…. this is how she speaks always to you
that you are free now and always
you are without thought and without worry and without doubts in truth
and you are like a light that is filled with joy
she is speaking this way now to you dear
can you feel it?
can you taste it?
can you see it?
can you touch it?
can you savor it?
can you love it?
can you breath it?
can you let this be how it is?
can you forget yourself and let her be and let her speak to that which is always whole?
can you?
Sunday, November 9, 2014
When Buddha walked the earth...
when buddha walked the earth
he put his baggage by the roadside
and did not return there to pick it up
he walked thru the dark forest
of sensual experience
of sensual experience
and sat by the wild animals
and drank from the rivers
and ate of the earth and shrubs
and bruised his body on the rocks
and forgot his past
and forgot the world that spoke of attachments
and dreams of this and that
had he not walked into this jungle
to find his pure soul,
where would he be?
a king for awhile that had all the things
that money could by
and all the luxuries and all at hand that
was beautiful to touch and taste and experience
but instead he chose the hard road of the mystic
because in him blazed the fire of a seeker that
was burning to know the truth
when he was a boy he would sit by the trees
and sit in meditation
he would wonder about what the world was
composed of... what it was made of...
was it a solid thing?
was it something that could be held tightly to?
or was it as a dream that faded in the mist?
how he wondered so many things like this
and felt his heart's desire becoming stronger
to seek out the source of all..
then when all were asleep in their dreams
and he was old enough
he stole out into the night with his horse and companion
he did not look back or bemoan what he left
he was as a mystic that would not be turned
on the wrong roads
what is this like my friends?
it is like a man that has in him what it takes to persevere
and to not be persuaded to follow shadows and dark alleys
that lead to perishable understanding
for the heart is like the fire that consumes all other
and it is where the mind is to be focused
when he sat under the bodhi tree
his mind was not looking back or forward
but inward
and he became the self of all
he was like the truth
he was non-dual in nature
and preserved eternally as this
what has this to do with you dear souls?
but to know he found the light unto himself
that is the same within all
and this is where one is to sit and breathe and be
like buddha all are awake inside eternally
and to discover it
one must let go of the false shades of mind
like this one that sat under the tree of knowledge
how it is like this
when one allows the tree of knowledge
to give cooling peace
to a mind that has been in the heat of the search so very long
to give cooling peace
to a mind that has been in the heat of the search so very long
and my friends
did buddha worry about his comforts or what was to give him
pleasure or pain or make his life just right?
he did not
he lived in the open with no walls to hide behind or doors to lock
as the consciousness is vast like this without end
without borders
he lived in the open like being transparent and not seeking private space
inside yourself to hide away in
and when he walked, he was barefoot on the earth with nothing separating
his soul from the universe
and when he ate, he ate what came to him no matter what it was
he did not think about what he wanted or turn away what he didn't want
this is a mind that is within equanimity always
not saying all the time within; this is good and that is bad
and this is right and that is wrong
and when he spoke, his words flowed out spontaneously without thought
like the river of grace that flows without obstructions
and when he bathed, he bathed in the rivers or the rain washed his form
of dirt and mud
as this is what came as grace from the universal mother to wash away the dross
with this blessing of being fully without covers and concealments
he sat under the bodhi tree or the tree of great knowledge
and sat and sat and sat
and what he found there, was his mind that was cast in shadows
of this and that
separated out like rays of concepts and thoughts and all the rest
but he did not look to the thoughts that chanted and tempted
he looked to his own soul that was pure
and with this seeing directly experienced the source
and when he got up to move into the world
he was not in it like before
but purified as God is within light, love and quietude
as this was what was always present, and not found like something new
purity of consciousness forever lives here
never will it go away
how glorious is this
and this time now, stillness is
be within it
be within it
heart of all
be here
Sunday, November 2, 2014
beyond body and mind….
and let the grace of all move the being
to stillness
for grace is the only thing that makes it right
this is the reality
the body is simply a vehicle of experience and
is inert, insentient and cannot be the doer or the
one that gives life force …
the mind, it cannot be the doer either for it is
like a moving current that changes all the while
and has within it nothing lasting that can be
put in front of one and say "here it is!"….
this is what is to be seen sturdy souls
see the movement with detachment and
wisdom instead of getting lost there …
for in this movement, thoughts jostle and play about
and are empty always, always …
grace though, it is the freedom that gives of itself
it has within it love undivided and wisdom that
is pure and holy and without the least stain of
of the personal way...
the sadhu he is a one that walks the path
with his staff and gourd and robes of ochre
he lives and breathes reality
in his mind there is the driving desire to be free
from the transient way
and in his heart too, there lives this fire that burns
he lives in the caves and lights the dhuni fire that
is always burning bright
this fire is the atman to him and it is what is to
be entered into with love and courage
he sits by it and chants or sleeps or eats or
performs austerities
he is not to be taken in by the ones that are masquerading
as sadhus for this would be such a disgrace
he wears his hair in dreadlocks of shaves it or
keeps it long, it makes no difference
his body is sometimes very lean and unkempt
but it matters not, for he is not this mass of bones and flesh
and impurities ever and he is to know this well
when he sit on the ghats in the evening light or in
the early morning he is well aware of death and how it
comes to all without discrimination
the burial grounds are showing of this way that life has
how it gives and takes all at the same time …
in relation to the body, it comes into the world
out of the womb of the mother…
and begins it's journey with eyes that are
most often pure in the beginning, but tarnished by desire
in time due to identification with the body...
in time though, (sooner or later), the body begins it's descent
downward and eventually it is taken away and buried or burned
or left out for the creatures to eat or what have you…
the sadhu he watches this type of thing and when this burning
desire ignites with the feeling of death and seizes him
greatly -- then the mind is shocked into
greatly -- then the mind is shocked into
thinking that there is an end to it …
like Ramana who laid down at his uncles house as he was overcome
by the feeling that he was to die and he went thru the death process --
the spontaneous inquiry came; "who dies?", "what dies?"..
the spontaneous inquiry came; "who dies?", "what dies?"..
with a flash he felt the "I" to be separate from the body and he
knew without a doubt that he was not this body that walked around
and talked and ate and all of this …
he was the absolute reality … this came to him not with a thought process,
but with an understanding that was not of mind …
like Guru too… she was sitting on the banks of the
like Guru too… she was sitting on the banks of the
ganges and understood her efforts were done on this journey and there was nothing
more that could be done … then she said, "on the altar of truth, i lay myself"…
and there was a great fear that arose, then the death experience came to her
and she was pulled into the absolute reality….
more that could be done … then she said, "on the altar of truth, i lay myself"…
and there was a great fear that arose, then the death experience came to her
and she was pulled into the absolute reality….
(which she has spoken so many times about)….
and after realization, went on to be a mentor to many going thru
kundalini, always making the pointing to stay in the heart and within
quietude…
Ramana also spoke about letting go of the world
and after realization, went on to be a mentor to many going thru
kundalini, always making the pointing to stay in the heart and within
quietude…
Ramana also spoke about letting go of the world
and being in the heart …
this is what is to be seen and lived
the heart is the soul fire of all
it is on the right side of the chest, but not really a local point that
can be identified with -- it is truly not physical -- it is the absolute
which is bodiless…
the right side is simply a way to say that one is truly the heart …
not the head, not the thoughts, not the playing out of the world …
but the heart, hridayam = "heart am I" as Ramana says so perfectly….
-maha shanti om-
-maha shanti om-
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