i wondered

listen soul
i have waited for you so very long
on the mountain high above the play of the world
i waited for you to come at dawn
when the colors were vibrant
the air fresh filled with morning on it's wings
i waited here
wondering how you were in your world
and if you would be the next one to walk a path of light
though the mountain is hard to climb
the wind harsh, with it's lamenting sound in your ears
and hard are the steps in the rocks for your footing to come to
i wondered if you would journey upward to find me
here in the moonlight in the still of night
or the afternoon when the sun was at it's zenith
or anytime night or day
sitting waiting for you
i wondered if you would climb and find me

do you know this way?

please one that is the be free in time
come to this heart center
it will shine of promises that are rich with
spiritual growth
promises that come from the life of all life
these promises are secretive as they are written
in tune with saints, masters, those that are
silent inside with hearing something other than
the voice of personal world views
secrets that are hidden deep in soul heart
like seeds that when watered bloom into pure speech
pure behavior
that is moved by grace only

do you know this way dear soul?
it moves in harmony with love and light
it gives voice to the song of Christ consciousness
for others to hear it
and  upon hearing it, these ones
that are sincere in heart say to themselves, there is another
way besides my own ego voice
upon hearing it, say to themselves,
what is this all about?
i only know this familiar world i have lived
in so very long

in my heart i will go to seek it, this way so beautiful to hear
that all is o ne
so i will listen more and more to t his joyous song i hear from lips
of those that have their minds in this light filled way
i will listen to it more and more

when i listen i will not let my mind have it's way of judging
because i do not understand it
i will just hear it and let it sink in to my soul
because i want to be out of this box i have put myself in

from here i will go on to the blessed place of emptiness
empty of avarice, sin, delusion, pride, pain, ego based ways
empty of limited thinking
empty of limited philosophies about the world
empty of me and you and they
empty of all that can be imagined here there and all over
empty of all of the workings of me

when this mind is fully emptied out of these things that ring of
of playing about in so many ways in imaginings, grasping
happenings, future, past, all of it
then i find something other that is beautiful and not of my making
this is the best of all
that there lives something else beyond my making things this way and
that way
beyond anything that is any way at all
but lives as o ne perfect being
this i come to
now i will move onward in my heart journey and find this life that lives
in the core of all things
now i will move onward in my heart journey

sing your love of God

will you bleed your wounds
on the soil of earth?
shave your head  and look into God's eyes?
kneel by crystal waters
where all that manifests
comes and goes
moves thru though
does not blemish the purity

will you live with light?
say your prayers always flowing in love?
will you stop bothering with ego?
it does not let you live truly
it makes a blame on something else
or makes a world that says false things

oh love come be by this water
so free
flowing like angels sing
under the moon here
death will not be a haunting thing then
it will bless you
and put mind in it's place
of being more of a tool
to work with while in this plane of life
but will not disturb the flow of work
to be done
which is Christ's work of seeding the heart
with all that is good
seeds that flourish and unfold their wondrous
ways
flowering of color , beauty life
these flowers dance to the tune of light
all moving freely there
doing away with other ways
that are harmful
these flowers move to the flow of joy
dancing in the moonlight
here by the waters
of light and beauty
be this way
dear one
come now sit by these waters
and sing your love of God

Energy reading Nidhivam temple, India

Energy reading Nhidavam temple, India

It is said that Krishna and Radha visit here every evening and do their passionate dance.
And that those that witness this may go kind of mad.

Forest dweller
forest energy awakens in the evening
it sparks this life that takes place where there is a uniting of energy
flow of the divine
moving like dancing forms
having their beauty of touch, kiss, caress
within this forest beauty

Radha, sweet and tender she is
she comes in barefoot, softly
her toes barely touch the ground
coming in this way
she drifts on clouds
she moves like a dainty thing
bells tinkle on her ankles, on her wrists
bracelets glisten with light
she is female energy divine love that comes in
like a fragrance wafts thru the forest

here there is a tangling of energy
that is like when there is sweetness together
like when there is something that makes it's way into the heart
and finds it's life there
to be born as two
as two in beauty, love and wholeness

this area does capture this nightly dance of leela
wondrous, precious freedom dance

Krishna with his way of coming in
he comes in like a waft of divine force
he comes in that way
enters in
enters in this area like a fountain of water
that rolls down from the sky heaven
and she is there Radha
beauty divine love
there they meet
there they embrace, there they caress
in union
and have their love there

when there is a letting go of these energies
then dawn comes
it comes over the mountains
and the forest then
with magic that comes in the evening
changes back
to regular forest
where there is nothing (if someone walked in)
that could say there was a magical dance of beauty
that took place in the evening
they may not notice that

but in the waters
in the trees
in the wind
in the dark and in the light
and in the dawn
they know, they know
that Krishna and Radha do visit nightly
nightly like a praised thing
a praised thing
in which the things around this dance of fragrance
the things around
bend low to this scene in order to listen,
be alert
like ahhhhh, here is this beauty yet again
and how it resonates in every cell of those that may
be near it
even the plants bend and listen and say there they are those two
those two
with such mystery and such fragrance and such love
love like angel love
so this happens here in this sacred place

mind with these things
mind may think, oh no this can't happen

how can this be, these energies come in nightly?
so beautifully and sweetly, softly, secretive
how?
this cannot happen
yet this is like a touch of something that may come to you
and awaken you
to your own divine bliss
and open the heart
and say, like yes!
something exists beyond my own thinking
my own thoughts and words and ways
that i feel things are or are not
and when this awakens
then one knows these realities

Those that witness this divine dance
do not go mad like what some say
but like one that is in nectar of sweet divine
like that is flowing thru their bones,
eyes, ears, breath,  tongue and touch
and so they may be ecstatic
and feeling inside, "this is nice"
and they may look  to people that are looking
at them
like they are off balance
but they have really been struck by
honey
honey like nectar
they awaken then to something beyond these
constructs in which one says
these things don't happen ever
or
they will never happen to me

can this divine bliss happen to anyone?
-no
who could this come to, this divine ecstatic bliss?
-only those that have wanted beauty above all things
does this matter if that state comes?
is this something that is really needed
or that all that are enlightened will feel?
-no
can this happen to one that is not
completely enlightened?
-yes
if the goal is for this ecstatic bliss to come
is this the wrong way to feel?
-yes -- these things will come on their own
-accord

nothing else is flowing now with this reading.

a friend indeed, she is

what forces call you to be out of heart?
what forces work to frame your mind in ego?
what forces frame this way of believing you are not truth
bliss, heart?
what forces frame your world to be in another way
besides life true and real?
what forces frame your life to be in the persona way
rather than heart of all?
what forces work to move you to be out of life
in its naked state?
what forces work to make you believe that *one* is not
true and *many* are the way it is?
what forces work to leave a wondering in your mind
to leave a wondering in your body
to leave a wondering in your lips eyes ears
hands and voice?
like what is it that is this freedom
i know not what it is
i only know this world i have in me
that revolves and brings story makings
of she he they i and other
this i know
so this is the way it is for me

love though
this is not the way it is
life has it's shading ways and freedom ways
it is like the darkness comes in moments
when there is no light
but light is there in the sky as the heavens and as the
energy of christ vision
life is there like this
it does not live in shadow
yet it cannot be covered by it
ever

death will work it's wonders
death the death of mercy
it is the knife of kali
it cuts imaginings to bits
to fragments
and then works again to cut the rest of what is there
that makes one believe God is not inside but out there somewhere
to be known only in thought

death comes to the mind as friend indeed
she is friend to one that opens in love with god
she is friend to men women that love god over other things
of the world
she is friend to those that wonder about nothing but live here
in heart of all
she speaks her words of energy not with what you think
like here i am
but takes away the prison voice that speaks of things of
untruth
takes away those things
and opens to the shaman breath
like whoosh
like here is the other way of spirit
and here too is open heart
and here too is the substance of absolute
and here too is the stilling
the leaving of all that is not truth
the reality
death she is not evil when she take away ego
she is friend indeed
death of suffering
death of dream
death of playing of me mine song
death
and life come instantaneous
birth of light
birth of timeless
birth of shiva
birth of all
birth of 0
here, this is it love
this is it

Sai Baba of Shirdi channeled satsang #2

Sai baba of shirdi
in the garden of shirdi
that was giving satsang from his heart
that is like pure waters

work is *still* my friends
do not put mind on work
like, "i work" don't say "i work"
this is so not correct in your words and thoughts
this "i work" is problem
for then you feel heavy
like work is something to take different than any other
moment

it is heavy then sometimes
heavy like oh boy i got to go do work
when work is same as all moments
to give opportunity
to be alert, be awake, be aware
be not asleep
like sleeping man, woman
be awake like sun comes up in the morning
alert
be awake like that
in the flow of the universe that is always natural
natural in that way
you are no different than that natural flow

so pure waters speak
and the pure waters quench thirst for life speak
like that
pure life my love
pure life my love

time is false
it is illusory
time no exist
in life really
this is not right

put silence first
put silence first
silence from my lips speak tonite
say words that are not dampened
by philosophy
that is mental
my words speak like that

pure waters flow here in the heart
yes they do
wash there seekers
wash in my heart please
i here
i live for you seekers
i live for you to live my way
that is how i live
i always live for others
not myself
for i don't feel that to be a true thing my self
i am just God's love
and God's heart and God's knowing
and so are you my seeker

i live for you to come to baba heart
and be still my friend
my light is here to be your light
my heart is here to be you're heart
my words are here to bring you to know
your true nature
my friend
my dear seeker

my love
my light is your love light
is your love light
i am baba light
here this way in shirdi garden

shirdi garden i helped to bring life to
without feeling of doing anything
like i water
i love
i do it

nothing created around me (like temples)
was anything that mattered
i just know myself, so nothing else matter
even if body go
no matter
same, same, same consciousness
same, same, same

now be still and come here and listen
listen
kneel down pray
pray to god
pray god
and love allah
love allah
my feeling is all is God and allah
all is that too

so don't be afraid of things that seem different
no don't do that
give bread to all
give bread to strangers
if you can
and feed them
and give them clothing
if they hurt
this is okay
this is what you are too
is someone that hurts
please be kind to others

don't give when you feel you don't want to
not good
but you don't own anything seeker
no
you don't
leave it
leave it by the roadside your possessions you have attached to
they no needed
no needed
not at all
not at all
be like poverty man
which means not cluttered in mind with lots of obsessions,
lots of dreams
lots of heartache
this means you are holding on
be like poverty and that means don't hold on
don't hold on
it's okay
it's okay
to let that go
you not hurt then
you not hurt then
you hurt when you hold
is when you hurt
you think other different it's not true
it's opposite of that
it's letting go bring peace
letting go

when you go away from body
you don't take those things with you
my dear seeker
what i say please listen
please
please
please

be still be quiet my seekers
be quiet
no worry
no think
no question, wonder constant

don't do this to your mind
be like this sage here
this sage of pure waters
be like that
okay?

Perfect already Sri Baba of Sirdi channeled satsang #1

Channeled satsang Sai Baba of Shirdi 8/22/18


i speak my heart
i speak in love here
as i will not be sitting in any other way
but as one that is complete
in complete unification in the self
never out of that am i
never

i live in this way
when i walk here in the garden
i breathe in music that is here
my friend the garden
the garden is not apart from me
watered with love and care
that rains from mother
the mother
shakti
the creative force

when i walk
i no speak for many many time
for many time i no speak
and this is something that was not an effort
for i was in my heart so deep
that all was like a dream for so long
and nothing seemed to touch this heart of God
that rang of all religions
of muslim, of hindu, of catholic
or all that has manifested to be called religion
this was all here in the feeling of one
of one
of one orchestra
so i no speak for many time
and this is the way of my life
when i was on the planet

this left me vacant of anything that i could
name as my personal self
that vacated my soul
no longer feel that way
as i walk in this garden or land
this vacancy left nothing in me but light
as i walk this land of mother's creation

so no longer will i speak like i am a separate form
will i speak this way never
so my way of speaking is same as anything else that speaks
like the rain, the breeze, the thunder, the snow fall
all of it is my same voice
this is me

this one that is speaking
is clear of what one could say a physical way
or a physical solid way
this never was what i am

so i no speak here for so long on this planet
not because i feel i want to be anything at all
but because the voice of these religions came together as one
or the voice of "all" was consuming me so complete
that there was no need for speech
for that spoke enough
that was the communication that didn't need
me to put my tongue over it
so i no speak for so long
this tongue stay still
no speak
why?
i can not say anything to make better
was is perfect already
this here people
this is true now

you no use words to cover over mystery
no need your words
it no need your way of judgement
it no need you to manipulate absolute
it has it's own communicating way
it no need you
it doesn't need you to get in there and try to
work with anything
it is already there

so what i say to you is be quiet
and not construct your own reality
reality already exists
it exists
so you just need to be quiet
let that rise up
to be felt like this garden
smell it
taste it
love it
let the rain fall on your face
your eyes
your head
and feel that as reality
not with things like i want, i need
i,i,i
this i speak with silent tongue

stay mute stay silent so long
stay blind stay deaf in my physical way
in my judgement way
but not blind
or deaf to my heart ever
it make no different what my body do
this heart is always beautiful as it is
so how can this baba make different this heart so beautiful as is?
this no can happen
ever

so i say this to say be as i am
mouna, still and deep in surrender
when i walk here
but i not in that way now
but
that is done i am in way of light now
i am in way of pure light now
no body to see yet i live
i am
i am