Opening up spirit work again

Dear souls,

Guru and i were having lunch today and went to a play that was quite boring as it was overacted, so we left early. On our way back, we were talking about the spirit work. Guru was wondering about the spirits that were left waiting as the work ended abruptly after the red moon episode.

So we went into the spirit room to check in with the spirits ... it felt quiet, much different than before as if things went into a kind of "sleep" of sorts is the best way to put it. We did check in with some of the spirits there in waiting and found there were a few that were in need of being worked with. Guru would hold one of the rocks in her hand (this is where the energy of the spirit enters or lives for awhile). Then she would pass the rock to me and ask me what i felt. About one spirit, i said i saw a question mark in my mind -- this is what she said she received from the energy as well. I held the rock in my hand and my hand began to vibrate indicating movement within this rock, then i could see in my mind some mud or darkness dripping down my arm and i also saw a heart embedded within this mud. My hand then went to my heart as a way to describe that this spirit, though very loving towards others was having a hard time loving their own being. Guruji held this rock in her hand then and i could see a whiteness like a fluid river appear with dark ribbons within it, some sparkling stars twinkled above it. There was still some mud there, but this began to lighten up. When she handed the rock back to me, my hand immediately wen to my heart. I could feel such a deep well of love inside my heart that would truly bring tears and it was felt that this spirit was in the heart very nicely and this work could process.

Also Mary was there as a bright form of energy -- there were energetic lines that made a triangle to me, Guru and the statue of Mary that was in the spirit room.. it felt all as one.... as one heart and one flow of love and spirit. There were a few others that we worked with. When Guru said she asked within if there were any that were willing to help from the other side -- this is when this image of Mary appeared in a white draping flowing gown with a heart in the center. This would take place like a connection of spirit is the best way to put it.

I will describe now the difference in the work compared to last. Even in the brief minutes being in there today, the feeling was absolutely different. There was kind of a "sleep" to the spirits and it felt like they were being roused in a way out of a slumber, kind of "oh, wow, there is someone here again.". The work here was different in that so far anyway the imagery is not so crystal clear, not at all actually, it is hazier, yet one knows what is there even in the finest detail without fully seeing it. There is the feeling of it all there without words as usual. There is still imagery and some conveying of language through psychic means, channeling and just knowing. The hands here vibrate to the energy and then there is a playing out with the body that tells the story in a way -- for instance one time the rock- spirit was brought up to the ear to listen and then it could be made out what was there. This may sound strange to others i am sure, but the spirit language is not held with the confines of boxes and logic... but plays out with ways that are felt in terms of energy .. not with concrete language-words.

This evening i am feeling settled as last time there was so much vivid imagery non-stop in it's nature and form -- with spirit energies around this form constantly to no end. Wherever i walked -- in a loving way mostly, but playing about in kind of a celebratory or adorning of this form with flowers, clothing imagery of all sorts -- and much, much more. Tonite there was a ring of flowers placed in the hair and my hair was braided and am seeing some greenery around, but i am not bothered truly by it. The heart is in the lead souls and this mind will fully sink into the heart in it's time and there may still be a "seeing into" with the mind completely still as it feels even without the crisp imagery, there is still a complete seeing of what is there --- very interesting...

It will be interesting to see what unfolds, this time around.

Thank you for being here.
Blessings of love and light always

om shanti

a door opened

i came seeking a way out of suffering 

and the door opened 

into the mystic realm of heart 

it is not like one thinks 

a rainfall of bliss at all 

it is like a coming out of all the debris 

in consciousness that rises from the depths 

a hard thing for certain 

and there are times of openings into the mysteries 

that bloom like buds and flowers with various hues 

giving a manifestation of visions, seeing "into" 

and far away

hearing things that are mysterious 

like waters, sounds, names and messages 

these things come dear hearts like waves of 

mystery on the waters of heart 

rising to be seen and washed clear 

it is not something that will last or give peace 

whatsoever to the soul 

it is a showing of the mysteries 

and that all is spirit entirely
and not of form or personality or ego

so one does not rest there to say, look at me 

how wondrous i am 

but continues to move forward, centered in grace which 

is the blessing of Guru

when these manifestations come, there is a 

feeling like being not here in the so called solid 

world 

it is not feeling to be the center 

one moves into different realms truly

you will understand this friend 

as there is the state of sleep nightly in which the mind 

is sunk in oblivion of sorts and dreams come 

then one has no consciousness of the form 

and when you rise, there is bringing in of the familiar attachments 

oh my love, you do this nightly and every morning 

this is the truth 

so you can feel it some ways in what is being said 

yet even when awake, in the mystic land 

different seeing into, clairvoyance, spirit realms come 

yes indeed 

i can speak of this for sure and say to you that these risings 

that are temporary 

begin to fade and fade some more 

and what fills in the place where all these manifestations once lived 

and had life 

is pure silence that is so much better 

and life filled 

and of love, joy, birth of the self 

yes indeed soul

so let's keep our rudders turned toward the holy star of 

light and keep going there 

not letting the mind have it's way and play it's games 

for these things are nothing truly in the end 

instead come to the experiences of heart 

for this is the truth

and what remains in the end 

there can be nothing else that will bring peace eternally 

love yes 

this is the truth

samadhi

dear souls,
today while with Guru, there was a samadhi state that came
it lasted awhile
the time within this state is like a darkness that is pure,
clean and without imagery and thoughts that cross consciousness
it is not a state that is lacking in grace, peace, depth and beauty
not in the least
it is life-filled
its is awareness without attachments
the body is there and one is aware of it
but one is not feeling in touch with it so much
as it is just there
the ears are hearing
there were some lights that could be seen inward
as the cars came by
the sound of the music could be heard
there was an involuntary state to the body
in which movement was absent
also there was a feeling of not being able to speak
as the verbal communication was muted
which was quite fine and gave no pain whatsoever
there was a peaceful feeling present and a gentle current
of bliss that ran upward and settled in the head and heart
all of this came spontaneous with Guru's grace and presence
in which she was not at all aware that this would take place
nor did she do anything but sit in her usual state of pure
consciousness and quietude
this was all
we were enjoying the ordinary flow of the day
and simply driving back to her place
when the samadhi state hit here

i am feeling still quiet mostly and then more stilling
and feeling of the same flow of pure energy in waves
i am and all that are under the halo of Guru
extremely blessed
for the ones that come in humility
give their hearts to grace with love
and have the prayer to be within stillness forever are
and will be freed of the fetters in time
this is the reality

this is all this coming for now
be well
be blessed with love and light

amen
om shanti

common to the mystics

dear one, 

logic is not the only thing, 

you know 

the mind thinks it knows everything 

and has it all figured out 

but come on now 

there is so much more depth 

in the being than that 

for wait until the time that an experience comes 

that does not fit into this box of logic 

and then 

there will be a shake up of your world that seems so 

very solid to you now 

and like the only thing that is of importance 

it will shake up that thinking construct 

so that it is not so hardened 

and then the mind will not know what to grasp onto 

this can be frightening 

for sure 

but do not be frightened 

stay in the heart and breathe 

let go 

it will be fine 

for the mind will go thru so many changes when the 

path of the mystic is undertaken 

it is like a fluidity that comes and brings up all kinds 

of manifestations that are out of the ordinary 

this is a "normal" part of the the path 

strange to most 

common to the mystics 

and when you experience all the things that are to come 

to be experienced on the path of light 

and they circle around again 

and keep breaking down and down those walls of ideations 

that are blocking the single vision

then there is oneness, samadhi states, non-dual states

slowing of mind, gaps between thoughts 

and even if you feel this is deep 

kundalini will keep going and shaking out those cobwebs 

of mind 

like a flow of light that rises 

and lifts up the debris to be cleared 

this is the way oh blessed soul!

see this is the journey for all 

though there are unique experiences and some seem 

to get more of this or that 

or less of this or that 

it comes down to the same heart 

that all is not separate 

and never has mind existed 

only this 

single heart shines

as all

om shanti

sink in

the only way is inward 

and to stop chasing outward appearances 

as if that is the end all be all

for the heart is not affected or touched by any appearances 

no matter how enticing or seductive 

it lives single, alone, free of worldly drama 

the appearances are not separate from the silence 

yet most only live within the appearances and are

unaware of the silence or space that is always present 

that allows this dance to be 

it is like living on the surface of the water 

and not relaxing and going deeper 

to experience something more of the soul

that is richer, mysterious, and unmoved or 

attached to form, personality, ego

this is the way of the mystic 

to go deeper into the ocean like this 

and the one that is sincere and seeks to know this reality 

that is free 

will let the heart guide 

and sink in 

sink in

be true

love has it's hard lessons for those that are not
allowing it's natural flow
love has it's hard ways
oh yes souls
it is like this when one begins to come inward as well
there are lessons, workings and opportunities
to go deeper
or continue on the same course and not heed the internal calling
that speaks to you;
be true the *heart* and not the *head*
be true to the pull of divine
be true to the deepest parts of your being
and not allow the intrusive mind to be the thing that guides

this one or the other

question the mind, oh soul

for if left to roam it will go on and on

without end 

this is not good 

for the mind is the covering on the heart 

and the heart is the life of all 

that is the best of the best 

the other is ignorance 

which means one is not aware of light, 

peace, non-dual reality 

this is not a thing that most want 

but is what happens when the mind 

is left to roam