Friday, September 25, 2015

Mother Mary



she lives pure
untouched as the lotus
fresh and without cares
she blesses each heart with love
as her presence radiates
joy, rebirth, heart, soul, union,
kinship, one undivided light
she makes the night lit up
with such grace that shines as
the full moon
risen up to be seen as light, light
she takes in the ones that are open
to love
she hears their call to be made whole
she takes them in and gives them love
that is unconditional and free of
attachment to form and mind
she takes them in and shakes the dirt off
that left them to be blind to the
heart of God
and anoints their forehead
with fresh water
that comes from soul-spirit
shed of anything that clings to
mental ways
when she anoints the forehead
she places a lotus blossom there
she places a lotus blossom on each
hand and places a lotus on the heart
and places a lotus on each sensory point
that is attached to the world
like the eyes, ears, tongue, hands and even
feet there sits a white lotus that purifies
that attachment
then these ones are anointed with
shanti energy
so like the sun, the moon, the earth
all in one
and reaching beyond, to the heart of it all,
where it all comes from,
the original source
then, that one walks away in the world
with this energy  flowing,
purifying, cleansing, holding the
light close
what more is there to do when this
purity is at the center?, but sit still,
hold it near, bask in it, rejoice in it
and do not move from it
she is this grace that gives so
freely without self-consciousness
may you sit quietly and be present
so this grace can make it's appearance
and shine
and cleanse the mind of dross
and impurities
then the white lotus shines pure




Mother Mary vision



you have come here
to sacrifice the ego
so keep coming child
and do not fear the light
put your head to rest in God
she is here, Mother Mary
she will anoint your forehead
with fresh water
and take your chin in her
lovely hand to pull
up your face
and meet her eyes
so crystal clear are they!
they penetrate into your
soul like moon beams
and brighten your days
and light your mind up
with visions of beauty
this is where i saw her
yesterday
i was walking out of
my place where i live
and before me manifested
a path of pure white lotus
flowers
each with a candle glowing
at the end of this path was
Mother Mary
holding a lotus blossom
and offering it to me
she is a vision of loveliness,
adorned with white framing
her face and falling on her
shoulders
she radiates purity so strongly,
lovely like doves flying and harps
playing and moon beams falling
behind her was the full moon
round and perfect
without any flaws of the world
this vision just came out of the blue
different, a little then the others
as it was projected outward more
i gestured to her most certainly
in a humble way of gratitude and
honoring of her purity
then, as i was swimming in the
pool,
there were white lotus flowers
floating everywhere
like a water lotus garden, so fresh
walking up the stairs,
lotus flowers lined each stair with
a candle
sparkly little lights with fresh
white blossoms surrounding them
then, as i was walking,
there was a lotus blossom placed in the
hearts of the passerbyers
later, my hands dripped with blood
an image of the stigmata was upon them,
very soon, this changed to lotus flowers
and my hands were made of light
more lotus flowers were placed on my eyes,
my ears, my mouth, my heart and feet
as i walked, lotus flowers fell from my
mouth
Mother Mary anointed my forehead and
looked at me with her loveliness
as a way to say, this is to take away suffering
her image is one of beauty untouched!
i want to say to you, to feel her too
in your heart
for there are many, many lotus flowers
arising from this purity
and are offered to all of humanity as
a symbol of purity and to say,
be quiet, be present
be in love with heart
here she is, Mary
what a presence of eternal beauty
she comes as love itself
she offers the sweetness of the flower,
the ripe fruit of sacrifice
she suffered truly
and purely
and now is in heart as one, undivided whole
feminine love divine
pure love....
Mother Mary


Wednesday, September 23, 2015

this moon coming


this full moon is coming as a blessing
it shines as a singular light
in the darkness
it shines as a substance of heart
it shines above the play of the world
it shines above the cause and effect
nature which is karma
it shines above the forgetting of the
one
it shines above the mental waves and
confusion
it shines above the linear reality
it shines above the heavy phyical
type of nature
it shines above the wandering world
it shines above the desire for something
other
it shines above the here, there and in
between
it shines above the little ego
it shines above the coming and going
it shines above the logical mind
it shines above the me and you
mentality
it shines above the sleepy mind
it shines above the divisionary mind
it shines above the layers of mind
it shines above the layers of thought
it shines above the birth and death
it shines above the sensual experience
it shines above the sensual playing out
it is not to be taken to be outside of the soul
it shines as heart
it is the fullness of life
it comes out of the shadows sometimes
appearing in it's wholeness to say
that life is complete, perfect and without
impurity in truth
it cannot be denied glowing full
lit up so bright for all to see
how can one deny this beauty so
*right here*
how can one deny this heart so
*right here*
how can one be blind to this light
so *right here*
reflected in it's light is this one
taste of it, breathe it in, dance with it
be in sync with it
hold it near and let it do it's beautiful work
of rinsing the mind clean
so the heart of hearts can shine
the same as this moon
full, beautiful and complete
this moon coming

Friday, September 18, 2015

thus spoke love


i have not forgotten you my dear heart,
spoke love
for you were the one that lived as stillness
in the heart so true
we lived there so freely as two beautiful
stars that shine pure
we played and danced in the moonlight
in the rich, dark evenings
we spoke of nothing that can be recalled
but we spoke so true in the heart
we spoke the *heart to heart* language of love
and this is the best language my friend
but now you are lost in the world?
and maybe have forgotten me?
the one you loved so very much before
this movement of thought took over
it covered your love, the heart
see i am here always waiting my precious
friend
for your love to come back to me
i remember your presence so beautiful and fine
and when you spoke, my heart shined
because you beamed of love true
and when you sang my heart
warmed with light
because you sang of the non-dual one
this is what warmed me so much
because with this language we merged in
beauty and love
so beautiful is this merging of hearts
so pure and of God
do you hear me speaking to you now?
thru the wind and the heavens i am speaking
thru the sun, the earth and the moon
thru your whole being i am speaking,
come back to me my love,
be as one again
for i will wait for all eternity for you footsteps
and bring you flowers of light when you appear
and give them to you and smile with happiness
come back to me
dear friend


i come to you in your heart to say
that when you are near, i burn bright
as a light
and whisper to you come nearer
be by me and sit awhile, stop all
your *doing* and stay with me
this love of yours, this love of *all*
stay by these waters awhile and breathe
this in
so easy i am in flow of life and harmonious
too
come join me here my dear
for your time in the world has taken you
somewhere else entirely
i wait here always for your dear presence
so that you will know yourself as you truly are
a *light*, an angel of heart and purity
i wait always for your footsteps that are like
music to me
i wait always for your sweet face to appear from
the shadows so that  i  can run to you
and you to me
and we can embrace in beauty as perfect friends
that have always been



when you come to me, i will be here
as your own soul
i will play the sweet music of heart
on the waters and the wind
i will play of the time of awakening
it comes like a light flashing
in one moment
it comes like a bright dawn over
the mountains
it comes like the first summer day
but the brightest one of all
it comes like the unsung music of
stillness
and like earth rich in full bloom
so sweet is the truth that comes from
this soil my dear friend
when you come, i will play this music
for you
and we will eat of the love everlasting
i am not of the world that you are living
my dear
i am not of the nature of time
i am not of the outer experience
i am inside the soul
i am giving you a map to me
for i long for your sweet presence
i long to speak to you the language
of heart again
and recall those days when we were
united
in stillness

Thursday, September 17, 2015

more lovely imagery...



more lovely imagery today:

within this little rock, what was seen were many changing shapes.. Guruji described this as all the lives and manifestations lived...
then a hand rose from the rock that was holding up the earth..
what was felt here is that the earth and all the cosmos are held up and moved by grace .. this is the total support for all the happenings in the world (and cosmos)...
and that people carry their luggage (or the world) mistakenly on their shoulders, head, or hold these heavy bags while, walking, moving and even sitting...
the scene was of a woman walking with heavy bags in both hands, running to board a train...
this was meant to reflect all that is carried on our shoulders pointlessly when grace is the total support for all...
then, one of the cases that people hold came into view and opened up...
at first some possessions could be seen in there that changed and then turned to total darkness ...
a message that this baggage that is carried is empty of any true, lasting substance..
then many snakes came out of this emptiness within the bag -- indicative of kundalini rising when one
begins to open up and come within the heart..
these many small snakes merged more into one larger snake like a swirl or as Guruji puts it "rotor rooter of consciousness" which cleans out all the debris and allows one to see what is transient and what is eternal in nature ..
soon, an image of a heart appeared ...which is what happens as kundalini rises, it completes in the heart and remains there ...
the luggage that was being carried completely vanished then within the light as the journey had completed... and all became light, full, free and without the heaviness of worldly baggage...

another very nice image that speaks to the path of light and the pointing to let go, relax into the heart, stay in the practices and quietude and that all is being cared for by grace...

 om shanti

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

unfolding journey



when i first started the path, so many visions of nature came that were deeply vivid, crisp, clear
.. more so than even real life...
though some of it was very beautiful, it was also very ungrounding and all consuming along with continual kriyas, perceptual shifts, vivid dreams and much, much more phenomena for many years that still continues to some degree or another...
the imagery seen way back was of solid structures disintegrating, churches burning, houses burning, mountains falling into the ocean... also, crisp, clear images of the ocean, going over mountains, trees, rivers, sky with clouds.. jumping off mountains, going deep into the ocean and on and on... 
the mind was one-pointed while these images rose up...
then, for several years, much of the imagery fell away ...
a little while before the work took place that is now being done with Guruji, there was a lot of Shiva imagery that came out of the blue ... it flowed into my consciousness like a stream... 
i just let it happen as another odd phenomena out of so much that has come up...
now, imagery is again quite predominant and seems to relate a lot to the spirit realm we are working with... at first it was ungrounding, but now less so.. it is just accepted as another aspect of this unfolding journey...
the imagery, when working with Guruji, comes and unfolds by itself within the connection with spirit and with her..
it comes as a kind of language that helps to put together the energetic puzzle for that soul...
it is very simple compared, i feel, to regular language in that there is a direct perception of what that soul is saying thru the image that comes without words much of the time... it feels, in many ways, to be a language that is of the *soul* which is so very nice and on a different level compared to regular language.. as there are not so many cues to try to figure out...regular language can be so very loaded and laden with so many things...
when the work is being done, the imagery comes forward -- sometimes there are some words spoken, other times not and yet the *feeling* is there that is again as it's own language .. it does not have any intellectual type of figuring it out to it ... there is no adding it up or calculating or that type of thing..
the best way to say it is if a picture of an apple is seen -- one does not need to think *apple*.. this sounds so simple, but it is something like that ...
the imagery and energetic feeling comes through consciousness and is felt in the body on a certain level.. the emotions are felt, but do not leave a residue ...
more like one is like the sky or a screen in which this imagery or *soul language* can play out and then vanish, and then one conveys what is being seen, heard, felt in language terms...
as regular language is used, there is a *dumbing down* of the scenery...
kind of like if you viewed a beautiful sunset the evening before and were describing it to your friend the next day... there is no way those words are going to capture that same feeling...
it is something like this, but there is a mystery too that cannot be described...
this is just left to be as it is ....
this is really all there is to it ... 
it is very simple really and not anything that i expected would come, nor does it matter if it goes tomorrow or changes... 
it is simply the flowering of what is here now...

one of the images that came today was about love: Guruji was talking about losing yourself in that love...

the image arose of a beautiful white rose, full and with sparkley type of lights within it ...
from the side of this rose, another rose emerged, bright red and not in full bloom
slowly, these two roses merged, the red one fading into the white one, but still the red one could be seen
within the white one.. living within it as if they were never separate...
this is what happens within pure love as the energies sync up and come within complete alignment..
the two merge as one being .... 
this is pure love
it is love minus the *me and you* feeling...
when this personal aspect fades away, then pure love is what remains..
a very beautiful image that is a message from spirit to those that are open to listening... 
....so this rose is here for you my dear
may you breathe it in and come to know this purity of love that lives in all hearts...

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

really nice stone energies





Love
and
Light



Namaste,

these stone energies came in radiating such wonderful light, love and beautiful messages for humanity....
very healing energy...

enjoy
om shanti