it takes such a strong will
to pass beyond mind into liberation
but strong will is indeed what is needed
for the mind is so very much soaked into the soul
(or this thought of being a body with a separate existence)
and this is what needs to be rooted out without a drop
of this feeling remaining
for if there are seeds of desire/attachment remaining
then these can sprout up again and sprout they will
if watered with attention
this is why it is so important to look within and be vigilant
with the mind by utilizing the practices given by Guru
and continuing steadily without being pulled by so, so many
thoughts
if one can be patient and continue through all experiences
that come
and stay with it
then there will be fruit to enjoy
the mind will not stop it's course without the strong force of
grace which is embodied in Guru
but for this force to penetrate deeply, one is to be still
and not driven by anxiety or looking always for pleasurable
experiences… you see, this is so selfish (which is the way of ego nature)
ego is indeed a selfish energy that all the time whines for *me, me -- i i*
this is what is to be seen my friends and seen well…
for this ego will rise up strong when given attention and nurtured..
when the will is strong to go beyond this energy that has been
seen to bind and bring suffering, then one will not be distracted no
matter what comes or goes….
my friends, there cannot be an understanding of what a great treasure
stillness is until this beauty is experienced deeply…
then and only then will one know the treasure there …
and as all the sages say, stillness is the only way to be out of suffering
and without karma and all of the cycling that comes there …
the mind cannot go beyond mind, not ever --
nor can there be an intellectual understanding or insight about what is
being spoken of
so friends be quiet --- and when mind is in place drown it in the practices
and stay steady, every steady…
om shanti
Namaste, thank you very much for this writing.. anxiety does come up when the experiences are not pleasurable with the mind/ego wanting to remain in what is known to be safe and pleasurable.. Grateful for the practices that help look at and go beyond these mind spins. Om.
ReplyDeletenamaste, it is good to see this -- thank you for the comment… shanti om
ReplyDeleteNamaste Siddhanada ji, Thank you for emphasizing the importance of will on the path. I had not thought about it like that for a while, it gives one a sense of control and responsibility. Om Shanti Patrick
ReplyDeletenamaste, only the sadhaka can put the practices into place and continue forward, no one else can do it for you, but control is another thing entirely as the outcome is left up to grace and not in the seekers hands… thank you for your comment.. shanti om
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ReplyDeleteThis is something I am dealing with. Having the will to do the practices and to open upto life, seems contradictory to surrendering to the moment. At times it feels as if I am stuck at a place, just waiting for life to happen instead of living it free of mind. These words give clarity in having the will to go beyond the mind, instead of feeding it by paying attention to the feeling of being stuck which is also mind. Thank you for this pointing.
OM
namaste, good observation… great day and om
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