timing of grace

the saints were the ones that walked
the path of surrender
they walked into the fires of purification
and here
there was much manifestations that came
forward as clearing
such as visions, kriyas and mental playing out
that came as kundalini
the saints were the ones that *lived* the path
which is so very different than holding
a philosophy about it
a philosophy is for the realm of duality
and those ones that need to grasp onto
something to make their lives better
which is where most are in the realm
of spirit
and though this kind of thing may bring
souls to some feeling of being a
better person
and give soothing words to the mind
it is entirely different than a path of
surrender
which will tear all that one has
built up inside as thought and concept
away
to walk a path such as this takes great
fortitude and great desire to be free
of all that brings suffering
this cannot be manufactured
like a mental philosophy
it is a burning inside the soul
that cannot be ignored
like the saints
like Guru
like Buddha
like Christ
one that has within a burning like this
is moved to fulfillment of the scriptures
which is the righteous path laid out
by those that have come to the end
and found the pearl of great price
which is liberation
those few that walk the razors edge like this
are not to be looked upon as if they are special
or better or higher
this is completely absurd
for these ones are simply moved according
to lifetimes of focus/energy that has been put toward
this end
and it has this type of playing out
the ones that are not yet in the way of
walking away from the world
are not to remorse or look to be any
other way than what is true inside
and this aides in settling the mind and heart
and opening up to what is before one to
be immersed in
which may be family, work etc…
be in this experience fully
and this will awaken the mind to go deeper
when the time is right

the heart's timing is not in the hands of ego
it is the timing of grace
and the mind cannot understand it
no matter how much it attempts to
even when one feels certain that the world
is this way and that they themselves are this
particular way or whatever …
this will eventually lift like a cloud
and one will then experience the one
which will blow out any of these concepts..
this can happen at any time and place
and then the journey gets going
and there is much challenging of the mind
(ego)
which will in the end not rise victorious
if one continues
it will be drowned in light, love and stillness
which is the gem of greatest worth
as it has no suffering in it

so my friends, be well
and continue on your journey
no matter your circumstances
be in love with your life
be here and do not
worry
grace will move the soul
to be free
in God's good timing….

changeless truth

when a man gives away 

all of his possessions 

he is still left with himself 

he does not change 

when he covets objects and goes 

after this and that 

he is still unchanged in truth 

when he goes to the river to cleanse 

his soul 

he is still unchanged in truth

when he walks with wayward souls 

or with saints 

he is still unchanged in truth 

when he calls to the heart 

or calls to the heavens 

or loves or hates 

he is still unchanged in truth 

he is never out of beingness

even in the most dark places 

for truth is not found newly 

it is always and forever here 

as one pure light 

it is to be uncovered by the one that 

seeks with sincerity 

it is to be uncovered by the one that 

is not making up stories of deception

it is to be uncovered by the soul that 

leaves the body sense go

and forgets his little world of troubles 

and pleasures

and forgets his ego nature and forgets 

his most precious attachments 

for in these there is pain always 

even with the pleasure 

and he is to know this well and go out 

of this and be of his own light 

like a sadhu that is to be purified 

in the fires of Guru

he sits in this fire 

and lets the dust of his creation die

away

and with this death there is a blessed light 

that is effulgent and made of only love 

and silence 

silence, silence 

not anything else but this 

this brings an end to all that he is seeking 

and then he goes on to be himself 

as he always was 

just without the overlay of egoistic 

playing out 

the ego is the cover --

there is nothing else that overlays pure mind 

it moves and makes up imaginings that 

bring the soul to believe in separation

which is never, ever true 

so souls,

be living in yourself and make your life 

one of joy and rich being 

no matter where you are or what is happening

make your life one of silence 

then you can be wherever you are 

and be free