Thursday, April 12, 2018

Taking Steps

My dear
don't you understand
the time has come to change
the mind has intruded for so long that you don't know
any other way
come let go of the shadows
silence is a million times more beautiful and true
the clothing of illusion
never did belong to you

Come outside where the air is clear
come and leave the smoke
when the mind is clear and free, you will get the joke
when the edge of your world and the unknown come into view
you will be struck that what you grasped to as reality
was simply mist and not true
like dust that covers a jewel
the most precious treasure sits
and waits for you to follow it's sweet scent
thru the open doors of which you are not familiar
thru the passage ways that open to what one does not know
thru the dark woods where thoughts echo and dry leaves blow
thru the solid wall that grace cuts through
ove the steep hills and down into the open valleys below
diving deep into yourself this is the only way
come, follow now
the light is breaking thru

One must take steps, and though it may seem like you will fall
and fall you must in which eternity you dissolve
fallen facade of mental contructions
fallen past of pleasure and pain
fallen ghosts that haunt and cycle to create a world that never existed
fallen shadows that cloud the light
fallen robbers that steal peace
fallen roads that lead away from the real
fallen seeds of thought that blossom into more
fallen tree that gives rise to the feeling of other
all left behind when one crosses the line
of your world and the unknown

Hush child,
the wind is crying loud
keep walking steady, there is nothing to fear
inside there is an emptiness that calms and washes the ache
and when one walks in the world but is not of it
there is nothing that can harm
for nothing is lost in this ground
of pure life and mystery
it is here and now
and the truth of what you are
but you must take the steps
to discover...

That nothing is lost but the suffering...

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

smile now please

energy speaks different much of time 
energy say something else that is rather surprising 
like i not know what will be written 
i do not have any knowing now 

here goes 

many moons rise on waters beautiful 
like sun rise over hills each morning 
many nights fall on land 
shaded in darkness where heads sleep on pillows 
with dreams 
skies brighten at dawn, mountain tops emerge with shadows 
waters sparkle with stars twinkling in them 
these things emerge spontaneous as all things emerge 
there is no doer in them 

beautiful waters flow in river beds churning over rocks 
with foamy white caps 
small pebbles move make clicking noise as touch each other 
grasses sway too with breeze over open valley empty with song 
of divine beauty
fine dirt there too with smallest pebbles 
sit still but move with breeze too 
and lift up to go with way of wind song 

as this play freely flows 
life lives dancing like men that throw burden  off
light in heart so freedom can live in that space 
light in breath, air, so freedom cannot be made into 
a box of something other 
the flower lights up with the best light filtered by sun 
brought to it sweetly
flower lights up
is there something that world not understand in this?
each one on earth know this  type of way of life 
of course 
not hard to know 
not hard to understand 

this mystery is inside soul too of course it is 
the inside and outside are the same 
waters flow beautiful on river 
have borders on each side rock hard with substance 
hold in the running water so it can go 
to ocean 
path is like this my dear too
hold in the flow of beauty to go directly to source 
if borders are infused with grace of guru blessings 
grace of heaven 
then waters flow to source without being caught in circles 
so easily 
treading water 
here i am in same spot again 
here i am feeling same like never changing 
need to flow to heart now and always 
to die to death of all 

this one writes here not knowing what comes 
my dear 
can you know that things just happen spontaneous 
without our participation
come now 
one need make efforts to be still
and then something else emerges 
opens of itself

here now 
is this writing today 
bring to heart and smile 
flower blooming brightly in the garden heart 
smile now please
om shanti

Saturday, February 24, 2018

let's go on this way

oh friend
i cannot call myself anything at all
you know
i do not go around thinking
i am a nun
i am a god person
i am celibate
i am a monk
i am a sannyasi
i honestly have thought these thoughts
so little if at all
for there is only one thing to know
is the mind active or is it quiet?
now what can you place on that
that gives a symbol of identity?
all that matters is the end point
that is the beginning of life
ok so let's go on this way
in this simplicity
like this

let's go on to walk with a simple
measurement of what is central to spirit
the rest is clutter making like pieces
thrown about
silence is to come with ending the patterns
that circle like whirlpools
without end
up and down ways
back and forth ways
what we want and what is best is forward ways
towards light simplicity peace
moving that way
progress is made

Friday, February 23, 2018

Wakan Tanka - "Great Spirit"

spirit: body
body have stripes and patterns
on me
striped with symbols of like my spirit
i striped it with that with my people
it is just that way you know
it is that way
that speaks of my soul
don't make it bad people
it's the way (of our people)
as we go we put our heart
on our face and our form
of this where i live in my heart
so, listen people
listen and bond with sacredness to
what matters to you that brings love
because there is that need right now
and i want to say that i come with this ...

and now i see a native american spirit
and they are all in white and have
 the (headdress) of feathers
all in white,
so beautiful
it is like he has angel wings
it is just stunning

*now how to bring that connection to nature out
and honor it and dance with it
they did so wrong to the native americans
and really missed that opportunity

*maybe they are waiting for white buffalo

i do see the white buffalo mixed in with this native american
like they are one

spirit: we are the same
me white buffalo
in our hearts and that is a symbol
of that pure spirit

*like Wakan Tanka (translated as "Great Spirit", "Sacred" or

spirit: yes so that in us and in all beings
this is what it is

i do see also shiva with the white bull with his hand
on the (bull's) head like this
and shiva and the native american
have their hand up like no fear
their spirits are overlaying each other
they are one and the same

*right spirit crosses everything
it doesn't matter
whatever symbology works for you
it is the same
there is only one God energy

*and yes we need to be more in touch with the earth
for sure

Wednesday, February 21, 2018

spirit session 2/18 delicate touch

i see a quill
like an old writing pen
and a tablet
there is a hand holding the quill

**monks would write by hand these manuscripts
in the past
these beautiful manuscripts

spirit: "i author writing in the past... i authored it...
it is the older time
i am speaking of christian time

i see some churches and an older feeling

spirit: "i write ( i see a big heavy book)
i authored much in my hand-manship that was delicate
like pieces of fine lace
like fine lace in my craftsmanship of this writing
that was one pointed in my mind
my mind was right there, right there

**many beautiful manuscripts
and scroll work were written in those times
the monks would sit by the candle and painstakingly
write every bit of it
in mostly latin

churches are seen in that time
of Rome

i see him laying there
and a cross on his chest
with his robe
when he passed
and that is a strong image
filled with light

**yes because they were doing a lot of
prayer and surrender
and that was their thing
to do this beautiful writing day and night
with one pointed focus

and you can see that laser that came
through him like a channel
it was like him, but not him
like a divine flowing light
and that is strong
you can just feel that that is what moved
this writing for him
it was a peaceful time for him to do this
he is reflecting that
saying that is the grace of this connection
and that it can be in all things
all action
he wants to convey
that is what the action was
for him
delicate with love touch
of angels

Monday, February 19, 2018

flowers are better vision 11/27/15

this morning, i saw a vision of a soldier
he was on the battle field dressed in uniform
then, i heard,

when are you coming home child?
when are you coming home from this battle?
so many are wounded
so many have died
when are you coming home from this battle?

one could see the vision of him there
there were images of dead bodies
and bloodshed
above this vision of the battle field
was a goddess energy in pure white robes
then, i could still see this soldier there
and beside him was another vision
of a soldier that had come home
he was embracing his mother,
she was weeping
so happy that he had returned home
and in full health...
then this was heard,

i sent your mother to you
she is weeping
her tears cover the earth
she is crying for you
she is empty for you
(an image of a mother on her knees
wearing a black robe could be seen
she was pounding the earth and sobbing)
when are you coming home child?
when are you coming home from this battle?

then what was seen was a black machine gun
and the battle field
then a flower could be seen falling from the sky
a white flower that looked like a daisy
then many flowers began to fall from the sky
falling on the dark machine guns
falling on the batteflield
falling on the bloodshed and tears
what was heard then was,

that man who said to his child
"they may have guns, but we have flowers"
he was right to say that
he was right to say that to his child
he said that to his child
he was right to say that
flowers are better
this was heard as these flowers were raining
from the sky
many, many white flowers falling,
then this was heard,

flowers are better
flowers cover the earth
they cover the earth in springtime
they bring life to the earth
they bring color, beauty and glory
to the earth
they are like a new beginning
they are like springtime
they cover the earth

may this blessing go out to humanity
then a spotlight was seen
a huge ray of light coming from it
that went round and around
as if to send this message of love
out to all

the next vision was one of a black
machine gun again
it had a white flower sitting on top
of it
then blood began to spill on this white
staining it in red
big drops of blood, thick and red
falling on it
then this was heard

this is not the way oh, world
flowers are better
then, these words from a song
were heard,
please people, no more violence,
wars or tears
send this message out to humanity
then the spotlight was seen again
going round and around

the last image was one of an
army truck
loaded with men
waving to their families
heading off into army life
this truck was traveling forward on
the road
behind them,
walking in the opposite direction
the form of a man was seen
he was walking away from this
he was looking within himself
he was looking
at the war inside himself
then, on his form appeared
the orange robes of a sannyasi
then, his dress  changed to
that of an ordinary man
this man was then seen inside his
house with his family
as if to say, this searching within
can happen anywhere
right where you are now
it can happen...

after this image, the goddess arose
her image of white purity was there
above the world
waiting with open arms
then this was heard

i sent your mother to you
she is crying
she is waiting for you
she is waiting for you
to come home...

Saturday, February 3, 2018

connect to heaven and earth, spirit messages 2/2/18

Spirit: the sound comes from the center
it rises like energy, shakti, energy
rise, rise
center point
bhindu light
all rise
and that is that
that's the truth
that's the truth
it's not your voice
it's not your hearing
it's the divine

* It's that *IS*

Spirit: it's all that
it's not your body
it's not your thing
your person-things
it's not your
i say this because i lived very
one of taking my things
like captive

*trying to hold onto it
and found out you can't
grasp it
it is not yours
to begin with

*i took my things like a captive
to me
like i was the keeper
i no keeper
i kept God away by that

*If you get possessive and become materialistic
you loose that opening to experience that divine
and again realization does not happen to a *me*
one at that point goes into that divine IS
and that me story is lost
and then it becomes the play
so one can either progress towards the play
or try to gain powers, get this, gain that
and you constrict yourself by doing that
and really loose the beauty that can come forward
releasing the "me, my, i" then you can have the flow
of the cosmos....


Spirit: if i am living
"my way"
i am living in the night
i live in the night without stars
if i live just "my way"
i live like a dark night without stars
you have to be
connect to heaven
connect to divine

*if you become (really) ego-centered
you enter that darkness
you cut yourself off from the beauty
off from the cosmos
it's a sad way
it's like a hell realm
and you get all that darkness
nothing can come in of value
like a no-,man's land
they have done it by themselves

it is not where you want to be
a starless night
without a moon or anything

i see a dark night
with stars
planets and things

this spirit wants to say
they want to say
one must keep the connection
with heaven and earth
stay connected
stay connected to energies
that are cosmic
and healing
balancing of body, mind, spirit
not just *me-stuff*

*and you have to open
open to others
open to sharing
open to giving
this is what is happening with polarization
happening now
i am fighting against them
rather than celebrating humanity
what is happening is creating differences
and the further you go
the more ice-olated you become

and the reality is all are affected by it
as this mental enclosure goes out in waves

*understand there is the polarization happening now
and the more you follow dark and *me* only path
then one will go into no-man's land with no light
not where you want to be
so open to the universe